Dav Yap

what the hell

2012-01-28T01:35:00.002+08:00

What the hell, you know the time when you just walk around campus, you meet people you've seen somewhere, and they don't care about you, don't say hi to you, don't give a damn about you, but the strange thing is they really can talk behind your back.

I thought they don't know me at all, but why the hell are they talking behind my back ? is it nice to talk behind my back ? we met and talk like only once in a whole sem or what but they can talk about me behind my back.

Seriously, why ? is it nice ? i'm trying hard to not talk about others behind their back and they do this to me. Don't forget, i can talk behind your back if i want to. but i try not because it's not good.

seriously, i'm pissed.

Right after the finals...

2012-01-18T00:44:00.002+08:00

the exam week is finally over. funny how it feels that time actually slows down when we are waiting for the examination day and it suddently speeds up when we are actually sitting for the exam. man, how i wish i have more time to do my exam. it's a shame that you know that you can answer the question, but you just don't have enough time. that's the biggest problem some of the student face. some of them have too much time at hand that they can finish the paper before the time limit and just leave.

never mind that, now that all of my exam has finally ended, now i can focus on reading those books which i have bought a few months back. it's also a shame to buy those books but never find time to actually read them. Just now i've just starting to read a book... finally i'm getting something started. i've started to read around 80 pages of that book already. it's a small start but it's a great one.

now i'm downloading Vandread and also Vandread - The Second Stage. i'm trying to relive those times when i watch that anime on TV just before going to school in the afternoon. it's very nice to relive those times. it seems that i can almost feel the situation at that time where everything is just fun and games. not much thing to worry. everything at that time is not that hard. the hardest decision i have to make at that time is which god damn formula i must use for that physics question.

a lot of things changed back in klang. building which was once under construction is not occupied, shops which are once there have closed down or shifted, and roads which are once very ugly have been repaired. it looks like it's been a long time since i've travelled around in klang. lots of things have changed. but there's one thing which doesn't change, the traffic problem from the "bulatan 100" till the bekerly roundabout. damn that god forsaken place.

well, it's good to feel that i'm finally back home. but i missed my university life and also my friends. they are like brothers and sisters to me.

Time to end this blog post with a short video

About new year resolutions

2012-01-03T04:24:00.000+08:00

i've made a few new year resolutions at the end of the year 2010 that i'll accomplish in the year 2011.

first, i promised myself that i'll get better from the skin problem that i've been facing. well, that's almost complete and i'm proud of it. just that it's tedious to maintain the condition which i'm in right now. very stupid, very tiring, and needs a lot of commitment.

second, i promised myself to at least pack on a little muscle. well, the only thing i've been packing is fat around my waist and a little muscle on both of my arms. well, that's because i've been pumping iron when i'm free. but the study week is not helping me in putting on muscle. i practically wake up, study, eat, sleep and play games. not productive at all.

third, i promised myself to gain weight by packing muscle. but the thing is i'm still stuck at 71 kg since the mid of 2011. so yeah, that's a failure. but wait, i pack on a little muscle and also a little fat around my waist. but where's the weight gain ? that's odd..

fourth, i promised myself that i'll be a little more patient in doing things. ok that's a failure. don't ask me why because it's hard to be patience with a lot of things happening around you. it's like asking you to drive behind someone who has lost his way. very slow and also very misleading

fifth, i promised myself to play less games. but the thing is i've been playing more games during the final weeks of my semesters. so yeah, that's a failure.

so what about the new year resolution for the year 2012 ? well, i'm not planning to have any. because i don't see why i should have them when i can't even keep my promise to them. so i might as well start a weekly resolution since every week of my next sem is practically the same. it's lab report every week and also some occasional assignments. so yeah, this year, the year of 2012, i'll start a weekly resolution instead of a yearly resolution.

that's better.

The birthday surprise from my kolejmates

2012-01-01T09:00:00.002+08:00

my kolejmates decided to set me up for a surprise birthday gift. they made me play a little game of treasure hunt. the only thing here is the treasure hunt is confined only to my room only.

i'm so touched for what they have done for me. i felt so glad to have friends for them. K12 friends, i'll always remember all of you forever. we will not be 4 years friends. we will be friends for life. i wish and i'll hope that we will stay friends forever. you are the closest thing to me as a brother. although we are not brothers by blood, we are brothers by hostel !!

K12 HUAT AH !!!

Study week... what purpose it serves ?

2011-12-29T01:04:00.003+08:00

Study week have been in place for students to get back home and study. hence it is called study week. lectures are all put on hold to allow students to study for the finals. but the thing is that this study week allows us to do practically anything and also everything which we desire. depending on what we choose, study week can either benefit us or also kill us. personally, i'm using study week to get my short notes straightened up and also to catch up on those sleep cycles.

study week for me is one of the time where there's nothing else bothering you. there's no assignment, there's no lab report, there's no lecture to disturb you. just you and nothing else. so it depends on what you want to do with that week.

my friends here are playing games during study week. they are playing old games to entertain themself. it's fun to see them play such games. i do join in once in a while since i've never actually owned a PS1 game console before. so playing it makes me feel quite youthful. it's a sad thing that i've never owned a PS1 game console before but i don't really feel that bad cause i've made it through those years without it. but one thing is for sure, i grown up with computers.

other than playing computers, my kolejmates and myself took this time to eat some "homecooked" food. i feel this is very nice as its different from others. eating together with your friends while sitting on the floor, forming a circle, is fun. it's not something you can do it at home. it's different. i don't mind doing this. and the best thing is some of us uses a mug or even a cup to eat rice. you don't find that anywhere else.

This is my dinner from a mug. :D

This is what we had for dinner that day.

it may not be much but it's very nice to eat such way. again, i would like to say that this gives me the feeling of having brothers. they don't let you do stupid things.......... alone.

something nice to finish the blog post.

blogging this in the science faculty

2011-12-27T14:55:00.007+08:00

i have no idea on what to write. sometimes i'll just open the "create a new blog post" page and just stare at it for a long time. thinking what to write and if the thing is suitable to be written or not. if the thing is not suitable to be written, i'll just lodge that blog post somewhere at the corner of my brain.

it seems that my inspiration to write come and go just like that as it pleases. i need things to write about. i no longer blog like the way i've blogged 2 years ago. i've changed to a different person. it's weird you know that you know that your the one who writes those blog post but it seems that it's a different person who is actually writing those blog post.

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on the other hand, there's someone in front of me watching diginon xros war II episode 13 (67) - RAW [HD] on youtube. he seems frustrated cause the internet connection here is quite harsh on the dude.. his youtube video keeps disconnecting. but never mind.

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the finals are just around the corner. it seems that the 3rd semester is also coming to an end. that's very fast. it seems that it's just like i've started my 2nd year like last month. time flies very fast when your having fun. speaking of having fun, i really enjoyed my university life. it seems that it's very interesting and different compared to my form 5 life. form 6 life is also very interesting and interesting things are the things which makes things fun..

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this blog post is filled with unrelated post. it's because i've nothing much to write about. all of them is either not suitable to be posted on this blog or it's not worth writing at all.

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i think i'm going to flop my inorganic chemistry this sem. but one good news that after the finals, there's no more inorganic chemistry 1 anymore !!! but then the bad news is during my 3rd year, i still have to take inorganic chemistry 3. oh for the love of god. why is inorganic chemistry very dry ?

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i still prefer to drive a manual car. i get to be in control of the car instead of the other way around. it feels more professional and also more elegant. just the way i like it.

the little thing that fits in my pocket...

2011-12-17T00:20:00.003+08:00

the little thing that fits in my pocket is gone. it gives out a sound everytime someone have something important to say. or if someone wants to say something to me. that little thing which provides me with musics whenever i'm going somewhere is missing. the little thing that fits in my pocket is gone. that little thing accompanied me through some of my toughest time of my 3rd semester life. that little thing is gone.

some dude decided to take that little thing that fits in my pocket away from me. no more vibrations in my pocket, no more music when i'm travelling, no more little thing that fits in my pocket. no more. for now. i'm hoping that i can get it back. i'm willing to pay 200 to someone who gives me back the same exact little thing that fits in my pocket to me. but it seems that all efforts have already fail before further action has taken.

that little thing that fits in my pocket is like a must in my life right now. never mind. to whoever that takes my little thing that fits in my pocket, hope you feel happy about it. because i just lost that little thing that fits in my pocket so that you can sell her for money. why can't you just get a job and earn a decent living ? well, ranting here doesn't get anything done or doesn't change anything. but it helps getting the little pressure off the little thing that beats in my body.

My official experience when conducting the MGM3180 project

2011-12-12T02:21:00.000+08:00

Pengalaman saya semasa melibatkan diri dengan perniagaan dengan Syarikat Spag On Us Enterprise

Saya telah ditauliahkan untuk memegang jawatan eksekutif publisiti di Syarikat Spag On Us Enterprise. Pengalaman yang telah saya peroleh daripada memegang jawatan ini ialah ia adalah sukar untuk menarik minat pelanggan dengan menggunakan kata dari mulut. Alat bantuan visual adalah perlu untuk menarik minat bakal pelanggan. Saya mendapati bahawa pengunaan papan tanda yang besar, menarik dan berwarna-warni mampu menarik lebih pelanggan. Walaupun video telah dihasilkan untuk membantu mempromosikan produk yang dihasilkan oleh syarikat kami, ia adalah tidak mencukupi. Video yang telah kami hasilkan dan dihebahkan di laman sesawang sosial Facebook. Ini adalah kerana ada segelintir pelajar UPM yang tidak melawati laman sesawang sosial dengan kerap dan ini menyebabkan mereka tidak mendapat pendedahan terhadap produk yang kami jual.

Saya juga telah mempelajari cara-cara untuk memasak spageti walaupun saya tidak ditugaskan untuk memasak. Ini kerana Syarikat Spag On Us adalah kecil, dan sikap saling bantu membantu adalah amat penting untuk memastikan perjalanan perniagaan syarikat berjalan dengan licin. Sikap bertolak ansur juga adalah amat penting di sini. Ini kerana setiap ahli kongsi Syarikat Spag On Us mempunyai kuliah pada masa yang berlainan. Masalah ini boleh diatasi dengan berkompromi dan bertolak ansur dengan rakan kongsi yang lain dalam masa untuk menjaga gerai.

how someone's word can drastically affect things...

2011-12-11T03:23:00.003+08:00

You know that rumours are something which is quite uncertain. A rumor or rumour is often viewed as "an unverified account or explanation of events circulating from person to person and pertaining to an object, event, or issue in public concern"

Well, that's wikipedia's definition.

Rumours are not true. well, most of the time. so why bother spreading them ? is it fun to spread rumours ? is it fun to see others suffer just because you open your mouth and spew false information ? well, it's not fun at all. and sometimes your rumour can hurt someone, especially before exams. so please, think twice before spreading rumours. i know it's fun to spread rumours. but imagine the same thing happens to you. i don't think you'll find it interesting or fun any more. try to put yourself in other's shoe.

I nearly got killed by a rumour which is totally 2934802938490238094832048% false. and it happens before the Principles of Economy test. so imagine how down was i during that moment. well, luckily i managed to get an A for that exam. well, that's nothing to be proud about since i got a B+ for my test 1. finals is going to be another big wonder. ~.~ and the worse thing is that rumour is false.

if you really want to go spread rumours, please go and get a confirmation first. after you have a confirmation, then do as you please. after getting confirmation, it's not a rumour anymore. it's a fact already.

ok so if the rumour is really true and it's really bad, at least please don't tell me before an exam. it's not fun to lose mood to do an exam.

sigh.. people really do have big mouths.

i'm not going to mention names and tell out what that rumour was about. it's not fun at all. if you want to go spread rumour, please, kindly see me personally. i'll show you how solid is the wall in my room. personally.

Chemist - We sacrifice our life for your future...

2011-12-02T23:22:00.002+08:00

Most of you had seen or had ever heard of others saying that engineers like godly or are like very pro. well, they really are. but just want to add something. Engineers just play with numbers, numbers, numbers and more numbers (i'm being general). well, chemist on the other hand, sacrifice our lives so that you can have a better life. why ? look at this photo below.

When performing a simple preparation of a complex salt, we got exposed to a mixture of HCl gas and also carbon dioxide. that's why the photo there is a little misty. some of you might argue that we have fume cupboard for that. well, there's not enough of that thing to go around. so yeah, basically we are doing this.

It seems that chemist doesn't really have a bright future. hahahaahahahaha... so the next time you look at a chemist, give the man a hug. who knows, one day he might sacrifice his life to improve yours. :D

Bu Hui Fen Li karaoke

2011-11-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

Principle of Economy is harder than Analytical Chemistry.

2011-11-27T01:07:00.001+08:00

VS

Learning something based on pure memory power is not really something which I can do quite well. I think I’ll perform better if I understand something rather than memorizing something. But what if I hate that subject and I’m forced to study it? I don’t have a single interest in that subject at all. So how do I study that subject? I don’t know what to do already. The usage of commonsense doesn’t help much when it’s already this deep into the subject.

When there’s no interest at all in that particular subject, even a harder subject would seems easier when I have interest in it. How weird is that? that’s the same thing which I’ve done in form 5. People wondering how in the world that I can get A’s for science subject but I get C for my moral when moral is practically free A’s for the non Muslims in Malaysia ?

So how can I find interest in a subject which I’m not interested in? any suggestions ?

At that very moment...

2011-11-25T23:21:00.002+08:00

At that very moment, time stood still. everything around me just stood still. what happens around me doesn't matter. what does matter is that time stood still for a moment, so it seems.

there's 2 kind of things that will cause me to experience such thing. the first thing would be feeling mortified and the second thing would be something nice.

I've discovered that i've made a stupid mistake in my analytical chemistry test 2 question. i felt mortified at that moment. so yeah, the above solution happened to me.

Photo requests..

2011-11-25T02:40:00.003+08:00

Ok so Valerie ask for some photos to be uploaded. Why ? i think my blog has somewhat become a wall of text. appealing to be, but not appealing to others. looks like i'm too used to writing long lab reports till i forget that somehow photos make things more livelier.

Valerie Oon, please enjoy this photos. i never actually upload them to facebook. :D

This photo is the 卧虎藏龙庆功宴 party, in celebration to the success of the pesta tanglung held earlier in the semester. don't ask why 卧虎藏龙.. it's somewhat like a trademark already. :D

Ignore the keychain =x

What do you think ?

My coursenight co-MC.

finished off with a nice photo.. hahahaahaa

ok hope you like it. =x

A new beginning...

2011-11-25T01:33:00.002+08:00

So it seems that i have lost my interest in writing blog post, this may seem like a futile attempt in reviving my blog. actually, it's not that i have lost interest in writing my blog, but rather i'm more of a lazy kind of guy. so yeah. that's the reason why i've not been updating my blog for a long time already.

ok so back in to business...

Easy going person...
ok so it goes like this. I'm an easy going kind of person. i don't really mind most things and i don't really care about a lot of things. but one thing is i'm trying hard to find this feeling of belonging. the feeling of belonging is very important for me. i don't know why but i just feel very nice, knowing that i belong somewhere.

Staying in hostel...
The feeling of belonging with my friends is a nice feeling indeed. they are like my brothers and sisters. we talk, we chat, we eat, we study, we play, we day dream together. i think this is what others might feel when they are with their siblings. they play, argue, fight, laugh, cry and day dream together. don't you all think that this is a nice feeling ? being alone is not really nice. i don't like to be alone. i prefer to be in a group. but sometimes i just prefer to be alone just to do my assignment and homework. too much of something good is not good for health eh ? hahahaha

trying something new
lately, i'm thinking of building a little muscle. why ? cause lately, there is quite a number of people saying that i might look better if i actually pack on a little muscle. well, i have the height but i just don't have the look. girls don't want walking bamboo sticks right ? nor do they want tall logs. they want something with some shape. (well, that's my theory).

Being long winded
My coursemate told me once that i've become more and more long winded. he says whatever i'm explaining can be easily summarised into a single sentence. well, i'm thinking the same thing too. but it can't be help. i need to do this so that i can find enough time to talk for a whole 7 minutes in my intercollege debate. my college is not exactly the best among the rest when it comes to debate, but at least we have the guts to go down and get ourself dirty, upclose and personal with the other debaters.

being long winded (yet again)
so it seems that i've lost the ability to be long winded when it comes to writing my lab report. the 4 months semester break really took a toll on that useful skill. last time, 1.5 pages worth of discussion was a norm. this time it is a challenge. where has my "cheong hei" skill ended up ? i don't know. maybe all of those skills have actually ended up in my mouth? that's the reason why i can talk non stop on a single topic for quite a long time

crapping (as in talking nonsense but somehow related to the damn topic)
That time during my basic entrepreneurship class, i've managed to actually crapped the correct answer which is related to the question which someone throw towards my group. TRICE. well, this kind of thing doesn't come often and i'm proud of it, considering the fact that i never actually prepared for the Q&A session. why ? because the lecturer never say anything about the whole group needed to prepare for the Q&A session. only 2 representative from each group need to give the presentation, that's the reason why i didn't prepare anything. but nevertheless, i'm proud with myself when i've actually shot down 3 question.

Continuity and flow..
The flow in this blog post might not be as smooth as before. well, you'll unlearn certain things if you didn't use it for a very long time. that's a fact. that's why people keep practising.. they are trying hard not to forget.

time of this blog post...
it's 2 in the morning and i'm writing this blog post. i'm actually celebrating the demise of my analytical chemistry paper. i did a mistake which is quite easily spotted when i'm fully awake. but this morning, i'm a little sleepy due to the fire drill which was held 7 hours before the exam. talk about being unlucky. if you felt that you just had an unlucky day, think again. you couldn't get more unluckier than this.

1st week of 3rd sem

2011-09-16T01:41:00.002+08:00

Dear blog. it's the 1st week of sem 3. everything is dusty and fun. just finished playing portal 2 Co-op with my coursemate chee fong. nice game, but with lots of computer problem. never mind, what matters is i've completed the game. :D

my direct junior is a big fan of SNSD !!! IMAGINE THAT !! she's going to be the best direct junior !! hahahha same college and same idol !! however, i've only met her for 1 time so far, so lets see how things goes on further. i want to be a good direct senior just like how my senior did the same thing to me.

signing out at 1.44 am.

going back to klang later at 11am. hopefully i can wake up early :D

Dear blog...

2011-09-05T01:58:00.003+08:00

today was a fun day. never expect this day to turn out well. it was an event which have lots of planning difficulties whereby it almost got cancelled 2 times due to some unforeseen circumstances. well, luckily it went on as planned. but to tell you the truth, nothing has been planned except the transportation to the port. everything from there onwards are all spontaneously executed.

and the bicycle riding was fun. i'm tired and exhausted at the end of the day. but with all of the wonderful memories, it is all worth while. if this effort put in is going to be a waste in the future, well, at least it was once fun and hopefully this effort doesn't go to waste.

last sentence before i end this blog post...

lets do it again

Cheers
Dav

I need to write this out...

2011-08-19T05:04:00.001+08:00

Practice makes perfect. I remember the first time I started driving the car, my dad gave me a complaint every kilometre I’ve made with the car. YES!!! It’s that bad last time. Well, now it’s not much different from before but at least it’s periodically. Periodically here means it depends on my dad’s mood to comment or not. If his mood is good, hence no complaints will come from him. If his mood is not good, even the slightest mistake will roll into a mountain. Well, you can’t blame that. Without his complaints and guidance, I might not be able to drive that well.

YES!!! At one point, I actually got fed up and just pass him the car keys. But I believe he does this so that I could be better. Better than the rest and to be the best among the rest. But it takes time to see the effect from this lesson. Well, it took me almost 2 years to actually realise how much I’ve improved compared to the first time I’ve started driving. To compared then and now, it’s like heaven and earth.

But this is not possible without the undying passion to drive and the enthusiasm to improve. This explains why I’m quite good with computers also a little good with driving. It takes interest to really drive someone to push their limits to strife to improve on certain things. If this interest could be applied into studies, it would be a good thing. Imagine the things you could achieve with this kind of interest.

But sadly, it doesn’t come this easy. It takes sheer brainwashing power and also great support from friends, teachers and family members alike to accomplish this. Right now during the semester break, things have been playing in my mind since I’m not really considered as working. I feel that during the upcoming semester, I’ll try to do improve myself and push myself to my limits to see how far and how good I’ll be able to perform. But looking at what I’m currently doing, I can hardly believe that I’ll do well in the following semester. I hardly do anything beneficial towards my studies. I’m playing internet games whole day while doing a little casual reading around blogs. I also read a novel which I’ve bought last year. I’ve managed to complete it but it’s not something related to my studies. So I don’t feel that it’ll help me at all.

Looking at my friends, some of them have already started reading and also getting prepared for the upcoming semester. It really disturbs me to see that someone already taken the initiative to start studying. It somewhat provoke the inner spirit inside me to start doing something useful. But as always, I would just postpone everything and push everything aside.

Things like what I’ve written is normally what I’ll think about just before going to sleep. Yes, before going to sleep, I’ll normally spend at least 10 minutes thinking everything through. Thinking about the past, present or the future. And this has been going on since lower 6 as far as I can recall.

Well, that’s all for now. I’m sorry that I’ve leave this blog to rot and die for a moment. Distractions are all around me during the semester break. I’m not sure if I’ll be updating my blog during my semester. We’ll see how that time.

Things have change since then...

2011-07-01T02:16:00.003+08:00

Last time, i couldn't help but wonder what is wrong with then idolising korean superstars. i mean it doens't make any sense since you don't understand what are they singing.

but soon after, i suddenly fell into kpop, i finally understand. now it's time for all of you to discover it. it's a mix of eye candy with music sensation.

thanks Celine Foo for recommending me SNSD... i still remembered the first time when she actually introduce SNSD to me. she actually bluetooth "gee" over to my phone in a KFC restaurant in teluk pulai on friday after school.

ahhahahaha... now look at me. i'm just like her with the exception that i don't buy SNSD's album YET !! :D

dead blog... why ?

2011-06-26T03:25:00.002+08:00

My blog just died for a few weeks... why ? because i'm playing back maple !! :D SgtLipton2 lv96 Sniper

That's why.

oh and also not to mention the frequent trips to HKL by komuter... after using KTM for a while, you'll find that you'll start to understand why ktm is slow.

Why ? because KTM tracks are also used to carry cargo such as sand and shipping container not to mention they need to carry commuters. and some stretch of track has only 2 lanes. so imagine.

so when KTM is delayed, don't blame on them entirely, blame on the public for not understanding. :D

I went through STPM and lived to tell the tale...

2011-06-11T00:22:00.002+08:00

I went through STPM and lived to tell the tale. I'm proud if that. STPM taught me some
few important thing.

1) Don't be afraid if you failed... just try harder next time
2) Don't be afraid of getting a sucky result.. just do better next time
3) Accept whatever result you get... even if it's sucky
4) Pushing your limits is futile... just do your best.
5) There's always next exam, it's not the end of the world, unless if your sitting for STPM on that day
6) There's always something called books and internet. Teachers are there to get tips on memorising/understanding better
7) Emoing over sucky result is a waste of time. Failing IS an option sometimes.

A little thought about religion...

2011-06-07T23:26:00.001+08:00

What role does religion plays in today’s society? From what I’ve been observing, it serves as a teaching to all its disciples about what is good and what is not. But does religion brings more harm than good? Well, no doubt it brings some good value but it brings a hell lot of bad values at times. There are many family broken up and friendship torn apart because of it. Is this what religion is all about? Matters get worse if religion is practiced excessively. When this happens, I start to question about the significance that religion plays in one’s life. Can life actually exist peacefully without religion? I believe that life still can go on peacefully. Some might say that the laws which our government imposed on us are adapted from religion. Yes, what you say makes sense. But in that case, has religion outlived its usefulness?
Matters get worse when a religion actually go against other religion. From this, fights and argument starts and hence family and friendship starts to break. So from my point of view, I feel that being in a gray area is better than distinguishing myself in one religion. Every religious practice is attendable by that person. Be it a Christianity, Islam, Buddhist, and so on, every celebration or practice is attendable. Isn’t it better if things worked out this way? Sadly it doesn’t.

Sometimes I can’t help but to wonder, why not all religion just ceased to exist and a single religion unite us all under one roof? Why not let science unite us? Well, after saying that, atheism seems to be a better choice.

Religion is there to serve as a guide to all of us. There’s a reason why religion forbid us to do certain things and there’s a reason why we must do such things. It’s just that they never actually explain to us why it is so and they tell us in ways which children find it scary.

This blog post is disorganized cause I’m just sick and tired of the fighting and problems popping up here and there. I’ll rant better if there’s someone next to me listening.

They cheat people who are miserable, making those miserable more miserable...

2011-05-20T20:46:00.002+08:00

You know, human cheats, steal and lie. but to me it's very unforgiving if they cheat, steal and lie to other people for the sake of money till the extent that the victim actually suffer alot. you see, there are tons of people out there who are like selling products which claimed to help people ward off disease or to cure a sickness. but what actually happens that the product that they sell, actually makes matters worse. i mean it's ok if you want to earn money, but please don't do it to patience who are like desperate to find a cure or something. you know that they are desperate, and yet you still try to cheat their money because you all know they are the people which the highest potential to buy your stupid and crappy products.

i mean think about it. lets say your mother is dying from a coronary heart disease, and then came along a person who claims that he/she can cure your mom's problem. but the only thing is the cure is a few hundred ringgit and it needs to be taken in a few course, which makes the total course amounting to a few thousand ringgit. and to make matters worse, the cure need to be taken over a course of a few months. so you can't see the result immediately.

you trusted the guy and bought that medicine because all you want is your mother to get better. but in the end, your mother freaking dies because the medicine is a fake/bogus/bullshit/no use/pathetic/placebo/whatevershitsynonymthaticanthinkoff cure. and the worse thing is that the sales person run away with your money while you are left to mourn your mother's death.

so what does this means, this means that humans are the only kind of species in my opinion that will cheat others of their own kind for the sake of their own well being. and they don't freaking care if it involves life.

so to you out there, please don't believe in miracle cure which people claimed. if it's true, doctors will recommend them to you. Doctors here are doctors who worked in hospital, government hospitals to be perfect. those doctors out there, might be con man and we don't know it. so it's better to be safe than sorry.

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on a side note, if the cure is very very effective just as what it is claimed, then why must people go around and advertise it ? i mean why they need people to go around and do direct sales ? why must they get people to become their downline or something like that ?

let me ask you this, look at the medicine in the pharmacy. half of the medicine there are unknown to us, but still they sell like hot cakes. why is that so ? BECAUSE IT FREAKING WORKS!!! and why must some fake/bogus/bullshit/no use/pathetic/placebo/whatevershitsynonymthaticanthinkoff cure need to be promoted through direct sales ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T WORK,THAT'S WHY THEY NEED ALOT OF PEOPLE TO MARKET IT TILL THE EXTENT THAT HE PUBLIC THINKS THAT IT REALLY WORKED!!

sigh... tell me, does any of you know what is daviobet ? what is xamiol ? what is betamethasone 17 valearate ? this are medicine which are developed in labs and are found to be effective. and did you see them advertising them on TV? on pharmacy walls ? or by direct sales ? NO !!!! and why must product like herbalife soy protien drink must be selled by direct sales means ? i don't know why but one of their sales person told me that by drinking that product, Psoriasis can be cured eventually. BULLSHIT !!!

and the sad thing about this is students are the ones who are selling this product. they do this so that they can earn few quick ringgit. but they don't realise at the process that they are killing people or making people suffer. i don't mean that herbalife products kill people but other products which are sold by this kind of way. and they spread news which are fake which confuses the public. don't they received proper training ? or the company itself trained them to speak in such way so that everyone there can earn a few quick ringgit ?

think about it. products which claim to cure diseases with fast and almost miracle result. are they fake or true ? if they are true, hospitals around the world will be offering those products. clearly it's fake. people are just trying to cheat people who are desperate for a quick money. just like how tow trucks driver charges drivers who have their cars broken down on a very quiet road a distance away from town.

It's hot in here...

2011-05-09T02:02:00.004+08:00

It's hot during this time of the year. i don't think it's like this last year. perhaps it's global warming causing this kind of things ? ah. i'm not sure. one thing for sure is that i have a table fan in front of my computer. With this fan turned on, everything just cooled down. hahahahhaa. there's no need for air conditioner. the good old fan still does wonders. It saves electricity too !! :D Take a look at the photo below. :D

"Notice there's a photo of my coursemates pasted on the wall behind my laptop. I don't know why but i like the feeling of that photo pasted there. Luckily my parents don't complain about it. I wonder if they would complain if i put a photo of Sooyoung on the wall. :DDDDDDD"

One thing is for sure, my hostel room is much more cooler than my room at home. it's hotter here. and the water pressure in my hostel is much higher. there's no shower head there, so the full force of water shooting out from the pipe just slams onto your body. it's very nice and cold. I just missed my hostel room. It's small, and easy to manage. everything is just there and it's all within reach. Almost everything in fact, food is not really close to me. it's like a 3 minute walk away. water is just around the corner from my room and the bed is just next to my table where i place my laptop.

Semester break just started about 2 days and i missed my hostel room. What kind of person I am ? others yearn to go back home while i want to stay in my hostel. It's weird but it's true. I just like the taste of freedom. Everything is all up to you. Nothing more nothing less. Eating time, bathing time, washing clothes time, studying time, playing time, listening to music time, karaoke in room time, everything is all up to you. don't you just love it ?

Let me tell you. If you have just tasted a new kind of dish which doesn't make you go fat, doesn't make you go sick and it taste extremely nice. Would you like to eat it everyday like for a few years ? That's the same feeling i'm having now. That's the only way i could explain and put it in an analogy form. many have asked me, why i don't go back home during the weekends since my house is just in klang. it's like 3 hours journey with our unefficient KTMB during peak hours and just a 45 minutes drive during normal hours using an almost toll free road or just 15 minutes using a heavily charged tolled highway.

Well, there's your answer. Hope you have that kind of feeling. it's nice. :D Oh and btw, it's still warm at night at home. =x

To my seniors, especially those in the K12 ICED debate team.

2011-05-06T01:38:00.002+08:00

My 2nd semester has just come to an end. Time flies really fast since the first time I’ve joined the debate team. It’s great to have a place to belong to and also to be a part of it. I've get to know many great peoples in the debate team from seniors which I’ve not met in real life, seniors who are currently in their final year and also not forgetting seniors who are in their 2nd year. I've also know more people just by joining the debate team. But as the saying goes, all great things will always come to an end and I believe that this is the end of a wonderful time when my final year seniors are finally graduating. I will miss talking, joking, and also going out to have lunch with them. Luckily they will come back for their convocation. At that time, I believe that will be the last time I’ll see them in UPM. If there’s fate, we will meet on the streets and hopefully by then, we will still remember each other and have a conversation like we did in UPM. With the 3rd year seniors leaving UPM, I hope that the following years to come will be like the same as this year. I hope that we will have a wonderful time together as a team. As what I’ve always heard, there’s always a ray of light after a storm or a rain. This means that even after our final seniors have left UPM, there will be good times ahead of me.

One thing is for sure. I’m going to miss my seniors in the debate team who are always happy and cheerful, not to mention lively. You are the best and I hope that we will get to meet again after this on the streets or anywhere else possible. Thankfully, there’s Facebook™ which allows us to connect with each other even when we are far apart from each other physically. However, I feel that poor internet connectivity at the other part of Malaysia will be an obstacle that we can’t really overcome. But nevertheless, theoretically we can keep in touch with each other through Facebook™

To all of my final year seniors, I’m going to miss you all. I want to take this opportunity to wish all of you best of luck in your future undertaking and again, may we keep in touch with each other.

This is Dav writing a speech like blog post at 1.36 in the morning of my final day in UPM for the 2nd semester.

Taking itself is a skill which requires great mastery skills and also the mood to do so...

2011-04-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

You know, it's hard to find someone which you can just talk to for like a few hours. I've just talked to a person which i've known from a friend of mine. i think i've only meet him like 8 times before this ? and mostly it's just a short time. but the last 2 meetings are like super long talks. it's like we can talk about almost anything. you know how hard is it to find this kind of people ?

It's like there are less people in this world which can talk and extend the conversation for like few hours. people nowadays just don't like to talk. they prefer to do something other than talking. when chatting, they just reply with a single word and sometimes with a single letter. and the worse thing is they expect the other person to reply to their dumb message ? it's weird and dumb.

Come to think of it, i only have a handful of friends who can really sit down with me and just talk on for a few hours just about anything. i don't think i have more than 20 friends who can do like this out of the few thousands of friends i've known.

When looking at this figure, i suddenly come to a believe that talking itself is a skill which requires great mastery skills. but i just can't label everyone like that you know. Some of them only prefer to talk in different language besides english. so this matter is really subjective.

Sometimes this people don't want to talk. they rather just sit still and do other things. they are the quiet type. so i can't really blame them too. So again,

Updates for Organic Chemistry 1

2011-04-26T14:48:00.003+08:00

Today is like the most important day for my 2nd semester. Why ? because it's like related to my major. Yeah !!! Organic Chemistry 1 !! don't worry everyone, i need to take till organic chemistry 3. Organic Chemistry 4 is elective but i'm planning to take. Not sure though, i have to see how bad it is at organic chemistry 3 first before deciding. Anyway, back to the topic.

Today is a little different compared to yesterday's kenegaraan "ordeal". Today's experience is a little different. Today's exam is a little weird though. it seems that we can actually get answer from bringing in extra stationaries which are long, for example, a pencil ! I actually used 2 pen and a pencil to actually see the stereochemistry of the chemical asked by the question. I twist and rotate my fist with pencils protruding out of it in an effort to get an answer

It's quite funny though, imagine people looking at you. they might think your either bored or just gone mad from the studying that you've done. But i'm proud to say that i actually found the answer by playing with my fist with pens. Hope it's not wrong though, cause if it's wrong, that's one hell of a way to lose marks gracefully.

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On a side note, SNSD finally released their most latest music video !! Mr. Taxi !! i found it on facebook and i've downloaded it and reupload it in youtube so that i can share it here on blogspot. Enjoy !!! :)

Super short answer

2011-04-25T18:14:00.002+08:00

When sitting for my kenegaraan exam today, i find myself at peace. i'm able to write all of my answer in peace and with proper drafting and with a little planning before starting the essay. but the problem is i only wrote 0.75 pages worth of answer for 1 question, while the girls around me wrote at least 1.5 pages. you see the problem there? i feel that my answer lack crapping substance. i feel that my elaboration is not as good as theirs. but with me looking at their answers, i feel that i'm like copying although i can't read a damn thing what they write because they being girls, their writing is microscopic, but so is mine.

an update today for kenegaraan.. =x

The sweet revenge...

2011-04-24T03:48:00.002+08:00

Who doesn't have the feeling of revenge buried deep in them ? in fact, i have a few person on my list of revenge. well it's not like i've put them on a hit list or something, but they are there for me to give them a little payback some time in the future. but sometimes revenge is not really about violence. some of you might think that revenge is all about violence. well i have to say, you watched too much movies or drama. To me, sometimes revenge can be accomplished in a totally different way which is not really bloody or cruel. but still gives you the effect of accomplishing a revenge deal.

Sometimes, i prefer to outperform the other person. Outperform here doesn't mean academically or financially but socially. socially here doesn't means making more friends than the other person or being more popular than the other person. outperform here means to be more happy than the other person. show the other person that you are more happy compared to the last time you've met that person.

Show that you are doing much better than the other person. then this might strike a feeling deep down their hearts.

"what did i do to lose such a great person?"

"that fella actually doing much better without me?"

"oh man, i'm missing out all of the fun... what happen to our friendship?"

creating this kind of feelings deep down the other person is like equivalent to taking a full blown revenge on that person.

don't you agree ?

I would just sit there and watch you face plant yourself on the floor

2011-04-19T21:58:00.003+08:00

When we see people doing something that they are not encouraged to do, we will do either one of the 2 things below

1) We advice them, hoping that he/she will take our advice
2) We don't do anything while sitting back and expect to enjoy a hell of a show

there's a reason why people choose to do the 2nd option :-

1) we are not that close to that person
2) we are not in a position to give advice to that person
3) we are not experience enough to give advice to that person
4) we don't give a damn if that person live or die from that ordeal emotionally
5) we don't have time to mind other people's business
6) we don't want to take the trouble to give advice
7) we don't want to create more enemies

but that person have reasons why he/she would do something like that. past experience maybe ? or maybe it's because that he/she wants to enjoy their life ? or is it because that they want to try something new ?

one way or another, maybe we should just sit back and think for a while what are the consequences of taking an action. living for 20 over years and remembering up to 15 years of experience have taught me a lot of things. but even if i'm 20 years old, i'm not fully experience enough to embrace the whole world. actually, no one is truly experienced to actually go out to the world and say "i'm ready for you!" experience is one thing you gain a lifetime and the more you gain the more better you become at making decision. so more experience is actually better

Post mortem of the dump file

2011-04-18T20:48:00.002+08:00

My computer have this frequent crashing spree this few months. it's like it must crash at least 5 times a month so that it could live more longer. and me as the user doesn't feel good when it crashes on me. first of all, i'm afraid that my hard disk might die from the sudden crash. when this happens, my assignments and notes are a goner. yeah everything will just disappear.

from the program whocrashed, i found out that it's a windows file which caused the error with some other comment. just take a look at it =x

anyone of you know what can i do with this ? please you can comment on my blog. i hope someone actually read this and then comment. my blog is like running without readers. or is it running with lots of readers who doesn't comment much ? i'm not sure. but whatever it is, i'm hoping that someone will comment and give me an idea so that i can deal with this problem.

sidebar mania...

2011-04-18T02:03:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since i've blogged about computer. well, to tell you the truth, i almost lost my will and my passion to write on my blog. well, i'm glad to say that i found it back and i hope that i won't misplace it again. ahhahahaha. ok moving on,

Today i just downloaded some sidebar gadget for my laptop. well, basically i'm not a real fan for news feed, weather or clock. i'm more interested to what my laptop is doing rather than what is happening in the world. therefore, i reinstalled some of the sidebar gadget since some of them is already outdated and not to mention some of them doesn't work after some of the driver patch or some windows update.

well, this time, i've installed a gadget which monitor's the network speed, network IP, the CPU usage and also the RAM usage, GPU usage, GPU temperature, and last but not least to monitor the hard disk read write usage.

ok ignore Sooyoung.. SHE'S MINE !! basically those gadgets fully occupies the side bar. well, at least i know what happening to my laptop when i'm doing my assignment or i'm stalking someone on facebook. now i can do things and monitor my laptop at the same time. no more clicking here and there to find out something which i want to see for a few seconds.

Basically it felt weird...

2011-04-15T01:10:00.005+08:00

To be at the corner when there's a conversation. While people are struggling to understand the conversation's content, i'm there trying to understand the language of the conversation. that's right ! everytime when my friends converse in mandarin, i'm like the only one at the corner there with nothing to say. and when i have anything to say, i need to translate them to mandarin. when im done translating, the conversation have already move on to a different topic. get what i mean ?

it seems that my thoughts are all in english or in bahasa melayu. speaking in mandarin means i need to do a little real time translation inside my head. when someone talk to me in mandarin, my brain process in the following way... take a look below

1) mandarin text enters Dav's brain
2) Dav's brain translate them into english with a certain efficiency and success rate
3) Dav's brain within split seconds draft a reply speech in english based on the earlier translated test
4) Dav's brain translate the reply speech into mandarin
5) Dav's brain practices the reply speach in mandarin to ensure that there are no pronunciation error
6) Dav blaber whatever mandarin stuffs that he translated from english to mandarin.
7) Dav realise a mistake and then stops immediately and leave the sentence hanging

you see, it's always like that. and most of the time, the sequence never actually get past step 2. so if you speak to Dav in mandarin, and dav doesn't give an immediate reply or he just nod his head, that means, he is having a hard time translating or guessing the meaning of the word you just told him.

And learning mandarin from my friends is a little hard. they tend to speak fast and i can't really catch the tone of the word used. when they speak, everything sounds very similar. and i assume that everything which sounds a little alike are most probably the same. well, that's the skill you use in english. sounds almost the same, then that's the thing that they want to speak. i keep asking them what is the difference and they keep saying there's a difference. i need them to at least repeat a few times till i can catch the very very small difference.

well, that's a step in learning mandarin. you can't complain.

another banana in the world ranting about how hard is it to speak in mandarin. OH THE AGONY !!!

The feeling of tearing the book apart.

2011-04-13T02:14:00.002+08:00

The feeling you get when your finally sick of doing something over and over and over and over again on paper. Yesh people !!! i'm currently sick of chemistry for a moment. why is that so ? because i actually eat sleep and drink chemistry this whole week. writing every possible reaction mechanism and also chemical reaction for all topics that i have learn for this semester. and almost everything is repeating. and the worse thing is i hate reaction of nitrogen based compound like amide, amine, diazonium and things like that. but there's no choice for it cause i'm going to face it for another 4 years or for the rest of my life. Too much of organic chemistry right now somehow makes me a little impatient and it also makes me want to find any excuse to go out walking around kolej and wondering into friend's room.

well, it's already 2.17 am in the morning. time to sleep ! :D

nights people.

this is an effort to keep this blog alive. please read on. oh and stop spamming my cbox with ads you botters. =.=

I'm ranting... beware

2011-04-06T11:39:00.002+08:00

Dav. He is a person who loves to do things which can be done with his mouth. He rather presents and talks rather than to write. but in certain things he rather write. but recently, he just lost his mood to write good things. i'm not sure why but it just happened.

ok lets move on.

Do you ever realise that some people live on the rules that if you don't disturb me and in return i don't disturb you? well, the thing is basically like this.

"I want to live in harmony and i will retaliate if you did something which compromises anything which is in harmony."

I just want to say this because of my experience with conducting presentations. Well, as you all know, after a presentation has been done, there's a small question and answer session from the audience to the presenter.

And don't you just get annoyed if someone were to ask you question which doesn't relate to the topic whatsoever? ok forget about that. what if they just ask stupid question? don't you feel like you want to take off your shoes and just fling it at that dude?

yeah, i felt that before. when i'm presenting my presentation on my "kenegaraan malaysia", there is this dude which in the same class with me and he asked me this question... ok prepare to be amazed.

"err... pada semester yang lepas, saya telah mengambil kursus bakti siswa dan pada semester yang akan datang, saya tidak akan mengambil kursus tersebut lagi. Ini bermakna saya tidak akan mengamalkan kemahiran insaniah yang saya telah pelajari. macam mana pihak universiti boleh mengatasi masalah ini"

my first thought about this question is like

"lol... is that even a worthy question to answer"

let me ask you one thing... do you ever forget whatever you learn from the first semester ? let me give you an example... i learned organic chemistry 1 on my 2nd semester. does it mean that i can forget what i've learned in the following semester?

basically this question is plain stupid and doesn't need further explanation.

what i'm trying to say here is during presentation, if you don't have a better question to ask, don't ask any. it saves people trouble.

that's why i prefer chemistry presentation. it's all facts and i can just cite some examples from books and just shoot back. kenegaraan malaysia is like very subjective. anything can be an answer as long as you know how to twist and turn the topic.

I have a feeling that it's going to fail

2011-04-04T10:54:00.002+08:00

I have a feeling that the trip that i planned this friday is going to be a success. but what i'm worrying is that the trip failed to achieve it's objectives. the objectives is to unite the petrochem guys and girls together as a single unit. but if we are united as one on that day but as 2 different and distinct unit on an ordinary day, what difference would it make ?

So that's all about it. i think more of this type of trip would be better. maybe 3 times a semester ? before test 1, before test 2 and before finals.. =x

isn't it a good idea? well, not exactly before the test but it's more like 2 weeks before the exams. i think it'll be a good idea but i'm not sure if it'll work out or not

And the world is shocked with my blog post...

2011-03-25T00:27:00.002+08:00

I'll be posting my BBI2421 topic reply here to make this blog alive. now all i can write is just chemistry based topics. seriously, i'll blog more next sem. the online forum thing is really drawing my writing habits there. =x

What better way to introduce myself than to just write about my hobby. I think I’m a lot different compared to others. Others might have hobbies such as collecting stamps, reading, travelling, writing or even cooking. My hobby is all about going on a trip to somewhere far in a car all by myself. Yes, I prefer to drive alone to some random place which is far away from my hometown just for the fun of it. It’s a weird hobby but I find it very interesting.

It’s a good experience to drive alone using those trunk roads rather than the newly build highway. Driving using the trunk road is nice and also enjoyable. You can just roll down the window and enjoy the fresh country air rather than the car’s air conditioner. Driving using the trunk road is not as boring as compared to driving on the highway. This makes every journey a unique one because the trunk road varies as you travel further.

Some of you might feel it’s a weird hobby. But I can tell you that the experience is truly magnificent. Like what people normally say, you’ll never know if you never even try it.

As a student of BBI2421, I hope that I could share my experience with everyone else through this online forum and at the same time improve my writing skills as I write.

About haolian-ning others

2011-03-16T18:13:00.003+08:00

Haolian. Who doesn't hao lian ? to my understanding, haolian is something you do to praise yourself or to show off. although i don't really know the actual meaning, but this is what i understand from the word haolian and the things my friends and myself do. but haolian has it's limits and we might not know the limit. it's up to us to judge how far we can go and when should we stop. because somethings are not ment to be haolian.

but the best is not to haolian at all but who in the world doesn't do such thing ?

this is one of my short blog post about things around me. i don't know how to write a long blog post like before. i think i need time to think. or i just need to get into the mood or something like that

When everything else fails

2011-03-15T13:57:00.004+08:00

just be yourself. it helps and it works. If that fails too, just be yourself again. this time try to be better than your previous self.

Thinking differently...

2011-03-06T00:22:00.002+08:00

To lose your anger is something normal for people like me. i too lose my anger once in a while. but the thing is most of my anger is vented while behind the wheels. imagine that, when i'm walking by the roadside, i'm like the peace loving, god fearing person. But behind the wheel i'm like a devil worshipping person. it's different you know and it's weird to have this double personality.

anyway, back to the topic, losing anger is something bad. well, that's what they all say. the online forum which my course requires me to follow up also tells me so. but since it's an online forum where lecturer actually monitors exactly what you write, i don't write anything weird and out of the box there.

one thing to know about venting anger, you'll feel utter satisfaction when you just vent everything on some victim which provokes you. this satisfaction is like the pressure release valve which your body has and it just release a little pressure. the shiokness is undefined by any single word.

but then again, you venting your anger on someone can like cause you to lose friendship or something. so instead of venting your anger on that poor fella, you could always swallow and tell him/her in a polite way but make sure that fella feels something. this might not be as satisfying as shooting that fella down but it lets you keep friends.

and i'm blogging this when i'm sleepy.. see the difference ? i think differently when i'm sleepy

and my hands was tainted with iodine... OH THE AGONY !!!

2011-03-03T13:56:00.002+08:00

The feeling of being helpless when a friend needs help. what single word can i use to describe such situation ? i don't think there's any word that i could think of. all i can do is just sit from a distance and just look on as my friend over there suffers. this feeling suck and i wish that it'l' be over soon. i may look all happy on the outside while making fun of you, but deep inside me, i feel helpless. all i could do is just support whatever way i could and just mix with my friends as usual.

I hope you can feel that i want to try my best to help but there's no way i could help and if there is a way, i don't think i could anyway. what people say is that we are of different frequency if i want to help you. you do things which requires you to communicate in mandarin whereas i only can communicate well in english. it's the sad but true reality that i must accept.

I sit infront of the computer everyday, hoping that you show up while i do my homework. i pinged the hell of google so that my broadband won't disconnect while waiting. all i want to see is you coming online for a while which means you finally found some time to come online. this also means you finally found some time off for yourself.

If you are wondering what the hell is ping, this might explain something to you

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P.S... my lab report punya introduction and discussion will always be longer than yours. :D

asdf

2011-02-26T13:50:00.000+08:00

i don't know what to blog about. maybe lately i'm having too many ideas to blog but almost all of them are sensitive issues ? haiz... i'm like out of idea to blog already..

HELP ME !!! =.=

my view on which language is more important

2011-02-15T00:08:00.002+08:00

the following blog post is about my views on which language is more important in terms of socialising.

When you look at things from the socialising point of view, you must know what kind of people you are expected to socialise. You also have to look at what kind of language that those people use. If you socialise with a malay more, you need to learn how to speak bahasa melayu fluently. if you socialise with a chinese more, you need to learn how to speak mandarin fluently. if you want to socialise with the rest, you need to learn how to speak english fluently. If your bunch of friends are chinese spoken and english communication is not a good way to go about, what would you do ?

Well, in that case, learning mandarin is the only option. Those who fail to adapt to changes are doomed to failed. That is what scholars used to say. English is not important at all if you if you consider which ethnic group are you socialising more with.

and one thing about chinese people is they like to laugh at other's mandarin. From bad pronunciation to bad vocabulary usage. Most of them never fail to laugh at you first and not to correct you directly. what if the table turned and it was me who are laughing at their language instead of me who is getting laugh at. doesn't it seems painful

i have a lot of things to rant on but this might turn out into a novel or something. Now there's a mandarin language class. i'm thinking of joining it.

I DON'T CARE ALREADY... TO ME MANDARIN NOW IS THE MOST IMPORTANT LANGUAGE IN THE WORLD NEXT TO ENGLISH...

what i think now can be summarised by 1 word in 2 different language

2011-02-14T22:21:00.001+08:00

Annoying, pengacau

Why do we write ?

2011-01-31T02:57:00.002+08:00

why do we write ? is it because we want to ? is it because we need to ? is it because we have to ? well, it's because we want to convey something to others. well ,as you all know, we convey things that we want to convey through the use of text for a very long time. back in those age where we are still living in caves, we use drawings. but soon humankind realise that some of them actually suck in drawing and so they come out with writing.

ok lets say we want to convey a message to a friend. what is the style of writing that we should use ? should we use all of those kind of language only a scholar would understand ? or should we use language that he can understand ? either way, the message gets passed through. but the thing is will the other party be able to understand what in the world you are writing ?

usage of bombastic words is pretty cool but it's not cool if someone don't really understands you. it's like you shiok sendiri writing those words and feel proud of it but padahal the other party don't understand a thing and might be wondering why are you tengah shiok sendiriing right there.

before writing, we need know who are we writing to. what's the point writing essays which are superbly done but people don't understand. isn't it better to write something that everyone understand ? you see that's the problem with some of them out there. they feel great writing all of those bombastic words. it makes them feel very good. they feel that they are like a professional. ah so it seems.

some of the people out there are lazy. they don't really like to open the dictionary and look up for some words. some don't even like to open a new tab and google those words. they prefer to guess the meaning of the words from the sentence. when they do that, sometimes they can guess the wrong thing. when that happens, misunderstanding happens and all hell breaks lose.

writing those bombastic words can also lead to self pwnage. lets say you don't really know how to use those words or there's a special grammar rules that you need to follow when writing such words. imagine what would happen if an englsh expert or a native speaker comes along and read your writings. what would they think ? self pwnage indeed !!

so it's better to keep all of those writings simple and easily understood. No one looks down on simple writings as long as it gets the message through. although it may be boring to read but it's still better than misunderstanding !

True ?

BBI2421 Forum...weird place huh ?

2011-01-31T02:07:00.008+08:00

BBI2421. this is the code for the subject which i'm currently taking this semester. i believe that this course is suppose to train us on academic writing. so far i don't really know what are we learning because we are basically learning about grammar rules right now. anyway i hate grammar. i don't understand the most basic things about grammar. i need to pause and think to recall what is the meaning of a verb, adjectives, noun, and something like that. so when the lecturer told us to somehow do an analysis about what our classmates write, i basically don't do anything. i just respond to their ideas on what they are writing.

It's like someone post in a forum about how he/she thinks about the song "the climb" my miley cirus. then there's this fellow who i don't want to name come and reply...

"your bla bla bla bla bla has this complex sentence and some compound sentence."

or

"you have written all the 3 types of sentence and i like this and that about your sentence"

if you go around and read other forums out there, there aren't post like this. forum is a place to share ideas and exchange point of information and stuffs like that. going around and analysing sentence structure is a little kind of weird. don't you think ?

then there are some who writes as if they are going to give a speech or something. it's kind of weird to read those kind of post. i mean forum is a place to share idea and things like that. but suddenly there's this comment which stands out form the rest. and it's sound like someone from the american presidential candidate thinggy giving a speech. weird but it happens.

then there are some of them who again i don't want to name respond like they are stiff. they respond like they are not trying to be them self. when i read some of those replies on the forum, it's hard to know who is actually posting those comments out there because they write them in such a way that it's clear that they are pretending to write. i don't really know how to explain but it's true.

one of my friend actually told me that it's like they are all pretending. we respond to each other in the online forum as if we don't really know each other in real life. it's like you know, the awkward moments that you know but you never know how to explain. yeah, you'll get it.

basically, those forum things are a little kind of stiff. grammar rules, spelling rules, upper casing rules, all must be obeyed. in a blog, where the lecturers have no jurisdictional power to assess our english, everything is much more relaxed. and there's no topic for us to write on. it's like free flow. you can write anything you want on just about everything. it's a free world on blogs.

basically, the online forum is a nice place. you can truly see what others write when they are up against strict writing rules. and it's kind of funny to read those comments. weird comments that you can't find elsewhere.

no i'm not looking down on those who have bad grammar or something like that. i'm just amused of what people write when they are monitored by a lecturer or something like that. people tend to be very stiff when there's someone monitoring them. they don't really write like what they normally write. they also don't take into consideration that their peers who are also commenting there. they don't really have a very good vocabulary background. but still he/she writes away using bombastic words that we normally use in our daily life. different personalities when talking and writing.. cool eh ?

Looking at the future...

2011-01-31T01:41:00.002+08:00

You know, have you all realise it that at one point no matter your preoccupied or not, your mind drifted into the future. You imagine that you are standing there with all the things that you ever dreamed of and then you come back to reality and just realise that you are far from achieving your dreams. What i want to say here is that sometimes we tend to daydream our future and just be awed for a few moment right there. Isn't i great if those dreams come true right now ?

It's like we are still studying and it's only the 2nd semester out of the 8 semester that we are suppose to complete to get our degree. it's like we are already planning for the future but we haven even overcome the first hurdle. don't that make you think that life sucks ? i mean that you stand there and wonder why you think that far when you never actually overcome the first hurdle right in front of you.

Well, that's not the point. no one can stop the human mind from imagining things and you can't make it stop thinking for a while. the human mind are design to think and imagine. well, that very action of thinking and daydreaming i believe is one of the way how scientist, artist, writers, poets and many others contributors to the human race obtained their inspiration towards the betterment of human kind.

my dreams is very complicated. well, that's what i think it is. i just want to share my dreams out here so just in case i lost myself in the future, i have something to look back upon and read what i was once in the past. my dream again, is like what every small boy wants. a big car, a big house, a highly paid job, a pretty girlfriend and then hopefully my girlfriend decides to be my wife and so on. Well, it's a little different for me.

ok so the big car is a must for me. well, if you really follow what i post on this blog or what i post as a status message on facebook, i love driving. this means a big car here is all of those sports car or GT-R cars. not your basic uncle and aunty BMW, mercedes or toyota altis or camry. what i'm talking about here is those fast fast cars. well, to name a few, it's like those Skyline, RX8, and stuffs like that. american imports to be exact.

Then there's a dream of getting a big house. i'm not really a fancy fella towards big house. i feel like a bigger house requires a lot more of upkeep. upkeep here means spending more money on repainting, renovation, housekeeping and so on. imagine my "future" wife cleaning the whole big house all by her self while i'm out there somewhere working or something. If there's a maid, don't you think it's a waste of money to hire one ? lol... see ? dreaming too far already.

Then there's a girlfriend. Which boy don't need one ? i mean come on, when someone looked at a guy. they will go like, "behind every successful man, there's a woman". so isn't it weird if the saying goes like " behind THAT successful guy, there's a SKYLINE". sounds like a car advert am i right ? so yeah, although the reason i gave suck but well, at least it's still a reason.

Fulfilling life's dream by having a family of your own. isn't this like hard wired somewhere in our brain ? i mean it's like preprogrammed on our DNA or something. if you can recall your biology class, we are all preprogrammed with DNA. so DNA is like a computer binary system. computer uses binary and we use DNA. come to think of that, since we are also like programmed, i'm really thankful that we don't get BSOD like how computers do from bad programming. =x

last but not least, there's the technological part of my dreams. owning a very very powderful water cooled desktop with another powdeful laptop. this makes the perfect combination every Dav would ever dream of. although there's only a unique Dav in this world, but just for poetry purposes, i just simply write like that.

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it's been a long time since i write this long. it's like i don't have the idea of writing this long for a very long time already. either the topic which i have alot of things to write is sensitive towards the public or it's either very personal. it's not good to write those kind of topics here. well you know lah, later ada orang terasa or something. perasan kot ? ahahhahahaha

step by step

2011-01-30T02:41:00.003+08:00

Ever notice that things happen in dramas would not happen that easily in your daily life ? it's like in dramas, the hero always gets the girl. The main character always manage to get the girl even if the girl super jual mahal. It's like the spark suddenly turn into a forest fire that burned the whole australia to it's ground.

But in real life, everything must like follow the procedure of love. it's like when we degree students conducting experiment. we follow the manual. except in love, there's no manual. so if you fuck up your love manual thinggy, there's a percentage that your love life would be fucked up too. so it's like that.

Take one step at the time, go slowly, and don't rush. if you rush, you'll have a higher chance to crash. well, that's my experience lah. not trying to say that those who fall in love very very fast will definitely die but it's my experience. luck was not on my side ? i don't know. i don't care.

don't you think it's great if love comes together with a manual or guide book or something. =x

Dreams

2011-01-21T12:00:00.002+08:00

From the north as far as penang, till the south till johor baru. and now till the east till kuantan. i've done it within my probational drivers license period. no one i've known has done that before their probational license expires. some of them even never even drove anything after they get their probational license.

i've driven through the karak highway, the jelapang highway and their respective tunnels and their long and winding road. i also driven through bad weather, and also in pitch darkness. but of all of the driving condition, the only weather which makes me sleepy the most is during hot sunny weather. i feel a little tired when driving through the evening but i sprang back to life when it's dark. i gotten myself more excited when it started raining when i'm going down the karak highway from kuantan heading to KL.

Gear and car handling must be good when going through these road condition. i wonder how does an auto car handle in this condition.

i'm blogging in such a sucky manner because i'm lacking of sleep. hahahahahaha

When i thought my blog can help me out for my BBI2421 forum assignment

2011-01-17T18:33:00.003+08:00

When they say that i need to write specific things for the online forum, i thought i could cut corners and just copy paste one of my formally written articles or craps from my blogs to the forum. well, i thought wrong. the forum requires us to write about 150 words or so. but my blog post easily exceeds 400 words. now that's a big problem right there.

One more thing is that my blog is full of rantings and stuffs like that. and ranting is also prohibited in the forum. so there's alot of filtering and censoring to do when i copy paste the blog post to the forum. i might as well write a fresh one from scratch. that'll be faster. anyway, i'm writing less because i don't really know what to blog about already. the inspiration moment doesn't come easily as compared to the previous years.

The single problem that our KTM fellas failed to address

2011-01-09T18:33:00.004+08:00

The KTMB had recently enforce the law that the middle coach of the KTM komuter is strictly for those who called themself a female/woman/girl/or anything related to the opposite sex to male. It's a great way to prevent the female passengers from being molested while they take the daily crowded train. After many and many complains from the public, KTMB finally listens to their customers. but what they did is just addressing a single problem and creating another problem. so in short :

1 Problem (female users being molested while taking the crowded train)
1 Solution (create a female only coach which is the middle coach)
1 Problem from the solution above (now the males have to somewhat cramp into the front or back end of the train)
Net problem solve = 0

You see here, the idea of having the middle coach specifically for female users is very brilliant. but the problem is that the female user can choose to either ride in the female only coach or either ride on the unisex coach. after using the KTMB service a couple of times, i've realise something. The middle coach or currently also known as the female coach is normally half full while the unisex coach or the front and back end coach is jammed pack with people.

Ironically the train is jammed pack with both female and male users. The first thing that crosses in my mind is that the female passengers who are riding on the unisex coach loves the feeling of being molested. no i'm not talking about those who are a couple and refuse to separate from their other half. i'm talking about those single female who are riding there.

Why on earth they are crowding the unisex coach when the female coach is not even full? Some more they even have the nerves to tell off those outside the komuter to wait for the next train just because they don't want to cramp in further. For your information the time interval between komuters are 45~50 minutes apart. If you don't want to cramp onto the train, then get onto the female only coach for goodness sake.

this kind of people are what i called selfish. i don't mind squeezing for a while so that those outside of the train can get on because i know how much it feels to miss a komuter train. I pity those who actually misses the train before. maybe KTMB should consider male only coach ? since there is 3 coaches per train, they should consider the front coach be male only coach, middle coach as the female only coach and the back coach as the unisex coach. it's either this way or they better increase the number of coaches per train. people can't afford to miss the train if the time interval between train is very long.

Selfish people. People like them should get to know the feeling of missing a komuter train. Just like people who lived through hardship and they know how to cherish food and will not waste food in the future. they need to learn it the hard way since they are already consider adults. this selfish act is one of the reason why we fail to advance far in development.

like what people used to say, if the small kid never get his finger stucked to the door, he/she will not learn that playing with the door is a bad thing to do.

communication, communication, communication.

2011-01-01T15:05:00.002+08:00

Communication is the act of passing message across a to someone by any means. it's either by the word of mouth, by electric signals through wires or radio waves or by sending them written messages or something equivalent. The idea of doing this is to share your opinion, instructions and to coordinate things and stuffs like that.

Today, when you need to get information across and you want to make sure the information gets across and want to receive instant feedback, it's better to give a person a call. SMS-es are cheap but they are not really reliable. If the mobile line operator is jammed up with sms-es, your message won't get through in time or will be delayed. then sometimes the recipient forget to reply to your urgent message or something like that.

So if you give another person a phone call or something like that, you can talk to him/her directly and demand for a reply in answer on the spot. Office workers know this best. that's why they have the office phone!. sending text messages is not really feasible unless spelling is concerned. but the military manaaged to overcome this when sending messages across a phone or radio.

I have this experience when i send out a dozen text messages and all i got was just 3 replies from the other end of the line. i was worried that my phone had gone bonkers or something like that. but when i asked, they replied that they don't want to reply because the answer might be bad or something like that again. some of them said that they forget to reply because they was doing something at that time.

So i think that making phone calls are the best thing to do when it comes to communication. calling a person makes things fast and easy and also not to mention clear. my dad always calls a person using a phone instead of text-ing the other person unless spelling is concerned.

Well, post this here as a reminder when trying to organising something. it's an experience which have given me some valuable lesson. what a better way to end the year of 2010 other than learning something new.

In the end of the day, A's doesn't count

2010-12-31T14:33:00.003+08:00

If you still remembered the news aired a few years ago, we see that our local secondary school is producing students who are scoring 17A1 and something like that. Some time after that, more and more godlier people was produced and the public started to question the level of the SPM till the extent that secondary schools can produce students who are almost next to perfect. when compared to other countries, theirs don't produce students who score up to 20A's. Wonder what people out there are thinking.

Some teachers in fact, place their student's primary objective to score as many A's as possible. There are some teachers, teach students about the knowledge with their hearts out. Then there are a few who just force their students to memorise this and memorise that. To those few teachers out there, they guide their students in such a way that their main goal in life is not to become a skilled worker or a professional employee or something like that. They rather be like someone. The someone i'm going to mention is those who really scored that many A's in their SPM. It's like:

"teacher teacher, when i grow up, i want to be like that girl who scored many many A's in SPM"

When they have this kind of mindset, They gain knowledge for the sake of passing the damn exam and get as many A's as possible. This is their life objective. You know what, people should study or learn new things and appreciate it. appreciate the knowledge that they are about to gain. not just memorise just so that you can pass the damn exam or something.

When you do this, students are shaped in such a way that they are "epic fail" when they want to get a job. They don't have communication skills, they don't have skills to improvise or skills to adapt to situation or something like that. All they have is the skills to score and pass a written exam. All that matters is the amount of A's that are being produced at the end of the day. In the end of the day, our employers or clients don't want us to produce A's. They want us to produce results and they want them fast and with the most efficient method.

That's why you see those old shabby uncle walking to the bank with a big ward of cash. They don't have formal education and some of them at their time don't have the opportunity to further their studies and yet they are making a killing through legitimate businesses. A car mechanic which don't even posses a SPM cert. and yet he's earning more than those who works in the office doing accounting. why is that so? those 2 examples that i have given are people from 2 different category.

The first category, people who can communicate and make friends. the businessman. Those uncles talk their way around to find business. they don't have formal training in marketing and sales and they are earning more than those who does. You see, in the working world, it's not about the certs anymore. it's about the things that you can do. but in some case, knowledge is everything like when you are dealing with chemicals and buildings where engineering skills need to be taken into consideration. But those engineers also need to have good communication skills.

The second category is those with good handy skills. they know how to do practical work and stuffs like that. you know, like a carpenter. they just have this gut instinct to repair things and things like that. they learn those through working here and there learning new things as they work.

with a colourful certificate at the end of the day but communicative skills and other skills which i'm lazy to list out, you can't really get a job anywhere. Communicative skills is the most important.

Automatic or Manual 2

2010-12-28T21:14:00.002+08:00

Here it comes again. Which is better ? automatic or manual ? refer to the definitions of automatic or manual from my previous post somewhere down there. What if there's a way to control some process in our body. For example controlling the activity of our immune system manually. Imagine you there shouting "attack" while your immune system charges towards the infiltrating pathogens. Imagine also that an AIDS patient standing there shouting attack that HIV virus and the immune system charges towards it.

Our immune system is in automatic mode all this while. it doesn't attack the HIV virus because it doesn't recognise it. what if we can just scream at it to just darn blardy attack that damn virus and just shut up. if we can do that, then there's not a single autoimmune disease on the face of this world.

ok some of you might argue that the HIV virus infect the T4 lymphocytes and embed it's DNA into the poor T4's DNA. we can just tell it to take it's own life or something like that. but we can't cause we can't directly control our immune system. We now rely on drugs and chemical to guide our immune system.

like what my dad always say.

"You are suppose to control the car, don't let the car control you"

i guess that's why my dad is driving manual car all this while. =x

It's like this blog is rarely updated already.

2010-12-23T15:07:00.003+08:00

This blog is like rarely updated already. i think it's because of the holidays. makes me lazy to think what to write or something like that. or maybe because of the "nothing to emo" things ? not sure why but i certainly don't have anything much to write. Sorry for those who are constantly reading my blog. although i don't think anyone of you out there reads them =x

Brain drain in action

2010-12-16T03:14:00.003+08:00

After having a few conversation with my friends, i can actually see the brain drain commencing. they are talking about moving out of the country to a better place. they are going away from this country which supposedly doesn't give them the needs that other foreign country give. they are willing to abandon their country which they call home for a better place. well, what to do ? you can't force them to stay or something, they have their own choice to do whatever they want.

I myself feel like moving out of this country. maybe move out to get a job somewhere out there overseas or something. but what i'll do is i'll get a PR overseas and still maintain my citizenship here in malaysia. which means that i work overseas, send money that i've earned overseas back home for my parents to use. cool eh ?

but this is all just plan or what we call "plain talk". nothing is getting done right now. i still have a long road ahead of me. there are still speed bumps, speed traps and lots more pot holes for me to over come. the journey is still far away for me.

by writing this, i'm partially contributing to the brain drain of the country.

Automatic or Manual ?

2010-12-05T15:26:00.003+08:00

Automatic or Manual. 2 different and opposite words. Automatic here is to leave all control away from you to another person, object or whatever it is so that you don't have to painstakingly deal with it. Manual however, it's assuming total control of everything from the minute detail to the whole picture.

So by your experience, which you think is better ? Automatic or Manual ?

Well, it depends on what is your preferences. do you prefer supreme control over a matter ? or do you like to be simple and easy. We face making the decision of choosing between manual or automatic a few times in our life. for example when it comes to installing software. There's Automatic setup and there's also custom setup or in other words manual setup.

Manual setup here lets you configure every minute detail available for you to customise. automatic setup just install everything in the default location with the default settings and with the default configuration. For those who are computer literated, manual setup is mostly the way to go and to those who know nuts about computer normally choose automatic setup.

Not only in computers you see this. in cars as well you can see this. Manual transmission or automatic transmission. like what my friend say, in automatic transmission cars, you need to control the car's handling and nothing more. but in manual transmission, you need to control the car handling and the car itself. more work but quite interesting.

Then what about if you can control things which are already automatic and put it to manual control ? for example our kidney function. We can control our kidney with our concious thought. when you are in a desert, you tell your kidney to stop producing urine in large quantity. or for example, when you are in the exam hall. you tell your kidney to stop urine production so that you don't go out to the washroom while you are sitting for a paper. this way you got more time to do your paper rather than to empty your bladder.

but controlling this kind of things is dangerous to our health and there's a reason why it's not under concious control. but how nice if it would be if you can change it from automatic to manual for a few hours.

Drinking chlorinated water might save your life.

2010-12-02T18:45:00.002+08:00

With the rapid development of science and technology on agriculture, more and more pesticides are used to keep the crops from going bad. because more crops produce means more profit. and the amount of crops lost to pests far exceeds the usage of pesticides. so farmers pumps pesticides into their growing fields. the food we eat and the meat that we eat are all contaminated with pesticides. imagine eating a whole can of bug spray. would you want that to happen ?

With the ongoing discovery from the university of teluk gadong, the scientist there have finally make a breakthrough where they discovered that drinking chlorinated water will improve on the well being of humans. it is scientifically proven as millions and upon millions of us are drinking tap water everyday. when we boil water, we don't actually remove the chlorine in water. we are actually killing all kinds of bacteria which might be already be dead because of the chlorine itself.

Chlorine, which is a major component in bleaching agent, hypochlorous acid, HOCl, works the same way. when we chlorinated water, the chlorine in it will acts as a bleaching agent and kills off all the bad bacteria in your belly and your intestine. Still don't believe it? LOOK NO FURTHER !!! the water dispenser does not boil water. they just filter them using fibres which only removes sediments. chlorine on the other hand are dissolved particles. and this can't be remove by such filters. the only method to remove such thing is through reverse osmosis.

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Things people do to cheat others using scientific words. Stupid but effective

2010-12-02T15:32:00.004+08:00

The general public right now, i believe are not formally educated with science. They don’t have the understanding and knowledge of terns and words normally used in science. So whatever words you throw at them that sounds bombastic or mind blowing, they might just swallow it without giving it a second thought. They fear chemical words and they also love chemical words. They love them in the sense that we can brainwash them by saying a certain chemical is very good for them and some of them are very bad for them.

If you refer to my previous post where i post people are simply scared of chemical in the lab and they are not afraid at all about the same exact chemicals that they normally used in food preparation at home. People just freak out when you told them that they are consuming sodium chloride which is basically table salt. See? Scientific name can scare certain people.

Ok then what about bombastic words coupled with basic simple down to the ground common sense. Once in a pharmacy i saw this advertisement about drinking water. They claim that their water molecules are smaller than the ones that other bottling company cells and also smaller than the one which is running out from your tap at home.

Seriously, there’s only 1 chemical formula for water which is H2O, and anything different than the said formula will result in a totally different compound with different chemical properties and physical properties. So how in the freaking world can their water molecule be smaller than the ones other company bottled ? Stupid but it still manages to fool the consumers. If this was presented to a chemistry teacher, especially Mrs. K, i think she might give you an hour lecture about you forgetting chemistry and another 15 minutes explaining that the ad is plain dumb.

Then what about hydrogenated water? Water itself is H2O and itself has hydrogen in it. So what is there to hydrogenate? If they want to hydrogenate unsaturated fat that i can understand, but what is the purpose of hydrogenating water? Then there some might say that they want to basically add hydrogen gas into water. Then that’s not hydrogenating water already. That’s dissolving hydrogen in water. See how the words are twisted and used to fool those who don’t have knowledge about science ?

And seriously the water that i saw in the pharmacy is about 4 ringgit or something like that. Just the packaging and the brand is the same. Look at how much money they are making if you decided to buy their product. And they claim that their product have lots of benefits towards the wellbeing of ourself. But when it didn’t work, they claim that their product are just supplements and they don’t cure anything. LOOK how they twist the words? All for the sake of making money.

And if i want to cheat the general public, i would open a company which produce water which contains dissolved oxygen which is diamagnetic in nature which helps in the cell development and growth.

Oh and another thing. I saw this sheep placenta capsule as a supplement for something. I’m not sure what is the function but doesn’t it sounds weird? Placenta is the thing which connects the foetus to the womb of the mother. Sheep placenta means it’s from a sheep. And this means that after the sheep gives birth, the placenta is taken out of the sheep through somewhere. But you can guess it. Disgusting isn’t it?

Humans cheat other humans using scientific and bombastic words. Stupid but effective

Argument is a waste of time if you know that you are right.

2010-11-25T02:15:00.002+08:00

Lets say in an argument. lets say you know that you are right and that the other person is wrong. but somehow the other person thinks that he/she is right, so the endless battle of words and points rages on. in this situation, the single and most powerful thing that i've learned so far is just apologise for everything, let it be a super duper short argument. let the other person feel that you back down because you rather be sleeping or eating or watching movie or something else than to continue with that argument.

let the other party have a taste of easy victory. like what other gamers say. if the game is not challenging, then there's no point of playing the game because it's not satisfying. first of all, by doing so, you have basically avoided stress. avoided getting your mouth dry and avoided thinking too much.

basically if he/she wants to die, tell him/her once or twice. if he/she insisted that he/she wants to die, then let it be.

AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA !!!!

it's better to lose your breath and get a sore throat from those arguments.

Sem break

2010-11-22T04:44:00.003+08:00

It's already end of the year. it's already like about 20 weeks since i first step foot in university. time really flies when your working based on the semester system instead of the yearly system. It's felt just like last month i've separated from my form 6 friends and entered the realm of tertiary education with 6 of my other friends who happens to enter the same university as i did. it's also felt like a month ago when the university life starts off with the university orientation. i believe that i've already blog about this before but it's worth blogging again.

I've met many new friends, made a 1 or 2 new enemies along the way but never the less, huge number of friends that outweigh the number of enemies. the 12th college chinese boys are like my closest group of friends in university. there's this guy from L-1 room 205 and he's my second roommate. it's just soo nice to have him up there. it makes the room more livelier. rain or shine, he's always there.

in just a blink of an eye, STPM is about to start in like about 4 or 5 hours from now. it's also felt like i was taking STPM like 6 months ago. and again, time really flies. pity them. STPM is 95% based on the actual exams while uni's evaluation is based on assignments and test 1 and 2. so it's like almost impossible to fail.

and the best part about uni is that you don't actually really need to study that hard for the following semester. although some reading is required, but not as much as what form 6 requires. that's the best thing that i'm enjoying right now.

Sem break. Yeah !! :D

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Good luck again to those who are taking STPM this year. wish you all the best and hope you pass. =x

Post exam disorder perhaps ?

2010-11-21T05:57:00.004+08:00

As a student, i've been through exams sooo many times till i lost track of how many exams that i've been through. this includes monthly test, finals, mid terms, tuition test, spot test, and some other variety of test that i might forget because i've yet to get some sleep. Thank god that Calculus exam is at 5 PM later and not in the morning.

When people asked about the exam, i would normally respond them saying that everything is all right. when i do really badly, i'll tell them it sucked. if i found the paper quite easy, i'll still tell them it's all right. why ? because i don't want to jinx the situation. i believe that being boastful of your situation will turn the table against you.

But what i have see so far is people say that

" Test A ah ? die adi lorr !!! everything cannot do !!! "

" AH ?!!?!? i in the exam hall writing cock and bull story. no facts at all !! sure get ZERO marks one !! "

But ironically they are the kind of person that you might expect to get a high mark. They say that they did really really really really really really really really really really bad but the truth is otherwise. if they still want to deny the facts, it's either that they are extremely lucky to get all those "cock and bull" story right or they basically lied.

Worse still if it's maths or physics. There's not much "cock and bull" story to write here. basically the whole paper is filled with calculations. how in the world would someone be able to write "cock and bull" story ? so again, they lied about doing really bad in the exams. question related to calculations are the hardest question to do "cock and bull" stuffs.

I wonder what are these kind of people implying. what are they trying to say to others. what do they gain by doing so. are they trying to be humble ? are they trying to degrade them to match their other friends so that their friends don't feel left out or upset ? i don't know. i prefer telling the truth. Telling the truth is somewhat almost always the best thing to do. notice the word almost there. not all situation you are in you can tell the truth.

Post exam disorder eh ?

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I prefer to study alone in a dark room where it's quiet and cooling. studying during daytime doesn't really work anymore. group studies is also not a good method for me. this is what i've discovered so far. i'm writing this down so that i know what is my study pattern and style so that i can take full advantage of it the next semester. *hopefully*

when i'm doing maths in the middle of the night, it's really weird that i can sit there and do maths for hours and hours straight. the only time i get up is to go to the toilet and empty my bladder. it's like when i'm in the mood to do something, find it very interesting and somewhat reluctant to budge from my place.

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This is my last day in K12 for this semester. i'll be back for more the next year. afterall, my exams ends today at 7.00 PM. yes !! it ends late in the evening. Well, i guess it's time for me to get some shut eye. it's like already 6.20 in the morning. i think i have around 7 hours to sleep.

Trial and Error

2010-11-18T15:51:00.003+08:00

Trial and error. It’s a method sometimes human used to perfect their design or to learn something out of a certain decision that they make. It can be a painful one or a pleasant one. It depends on the current situation when this method is employed. Even in mathematics. We sometimes use trial and error. We are even taught to use the trial and error method when we are finding the zeroes of the polynomial. But since we are somewhat intelligent, we can do some backward calculation and get the value to be used in the so called “trial and error” method.

In some case where trial and error is quite painful, we normally learn a lot of things. The human brain is a magnificent organ. It’s an organ where we keep our memories, our past experience, store all of our vocabulary function and not to mention it also keeps us alive by performing involuntary actions such as breathing and beating our heart. Our brain learns things easily if the thing is

1) Interesting

2) Colourful

3) Has emotional ties

I’m going to focus more on the “have emotional ties” part since elaborating the other 2 points will somehow transform this blog post into a scientific post.

When I’m young, my parents do almost everything to safeguard myself from myself. Yes you’ve guess it! Prevent me from doing harm to myself by accident. They lock the door just in case I decided to play with it and I get my finger trapped in between the gaps and scream out loud. But at one point, I managed to get the door unlocked by some stunt like climbing the grill door with my bare hands. And true enough I got my finger trapped in between the door. And boy did it hurt. I was like holding myself back from screaming because of this over ego of being laughed by my parents. So what happen is I walked calmly to my room and just stare at it. I took in deep breaths, hoping that the pain dies of. This happened to me when I was like around 4 years old. Way back when I was still a kid.

My parents told me this a few years after that when I was like 16

“Sometimes, it’s best to let someone learn from experience. If you try to teach him/her that the door is dangerous and he/she refuses to listen to you, just let him/her get a taste of the door biting back”

What they are trying to tell me here is that sometimes if we don’t take advice from others, the only way for someone to learn is through pure experience. Trial and error is applied to situation which is much more complicated compared to the door and finger and the minor ouch factor. How are we going to find out the outcome of the action if we never actually experience it? So therefore, you need to experience it! And some experience can be painful indeed.

Then comes an old English saying,

“Things that do not kill you make you stronger”

Once again, I would like to repeat myself. Most of the time, we learn from experience. And sometimes the process of learning through experience is painful. Sometimes when we learn how to ride a bicycle, we fall down on our first try without the training wheel. It hurts when we fall down. But we don’t quit when we fall down. We get up, clean our self up and go for another try. Sooner or later riding a bicycle is like… err riding a bicycle! It’s simple that no other words can describe it.

Just like in real life. When things get a little rough, we need to endure it. Take it as a challenge in life. Life is not life if life is without challenges and obstacle. Challenges and obstacles are there to make us learn more and in the process of learning we get stronger.

In the past, there are several huge and big blows came down upon me. I was almost ready to throw in the towel and give up. But somehow I just bite it back and swallow everything down and just live with it. And look at me right now. I'm here today blogging this blog post in the middle of the night on Microsoft Word and saving it for posting it on the next day during daytime. The past events and the experience that I’ve gained back then shaped the person who is currently writing this blog post right now. Although if it seems that the author of the blog post is still weak compared to some of those out there, I can assure you it’s better than the person the author used to be 10 years ago. Compared to the person 10 years ago, the person in the present is a much stronger person.

I would like to repeat this again and again. Things that do not kill you make you stronger. Be strong and endure it. Japan learn it the hard way when they got nuked by the Americans. In one of the emperor’s broadcast to his people, he says

“Now is the time to bear the unbearable”

And look at what Japan is right now. They are now one of the economic heavyweights of the world. And the weird thing is they lost the damn war in WWII and they also got nuked and occupied after that by the Americans. If the Japanese can do it, why can’t we? They are just human like us.

kulihat benda aneh

2010-11-15T14:16:00.002+08:00

Sejak kejadian itu, si dia itu berkelakuan aneh. nampaknya kejadian itu berpunca daripada saya. tetapi kejadian itu adalah hanya benda yang kecil ataupun sama besar jika dibandingkan dengan apa yang telah saya pernal lalui. apa yang saya ingin katakan apabila saya berkata si dia itu berkelakuan aneh ialah dengan melihat kepada apa yang si dia menulis di laman web sosial si dia itu. Sejak kejadian itu, dia bertukar status dia. dia begitu bangga dengan status itu. Ramai kawan-kawan si dia memberi ulasan atas status dia. tetapi dengan aneh dan peliknya, statusnya itu disembunyikan dan tiada berita tentang kejadian itu.

Ini bukan sahaja benda yang aneh yang telah saya lihat. saya juga dapat mengesan kekerapan si dia itu berkongsi URL URL nota facebook orang lain yang ada kaitan dengan cinta. Dia juga seringkali menulis pada statusnya dengan bertanya apakah itu kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan. Semua ini, walaupun bukan saya yang membacanya, berpendapatan bahawa si dia itu adalah dalam dilema cinta.

Ianya adalah pelik. ataupun dia berkelakuan demikian untuk menunjukkan bahawa hidupnya adalah lebih gembira selepas kejadian itu tetapi hakikatnya adalah si dia bukan.

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it seems my ability to write good BM essay is diminishing. the same goes for me to write good formal english essay. i write things as if i'm speaking and not the way how we normally write in reports

the damn problem with my wifi driver...

2010-11-12T01:51:00.002+08:00

My laptop is currently suffering from a case of a bad driver. the laptop's wireless connection would just drop and the laptop would not connect to any wireless network. the wireless light on my laptop is not lit but the bluetooth light is lit. this means the wireless LAN is somehow not working. then when i checked the Event Viewer, the message there says NETw4v32 has stop working or something like that.

Something is wrong with the driver for the wireless LAN. my wireless network card is INTEL made. and i can't believe that they can't even write a driver properly considering how big is their company and how many types of product they have already produce and yet they failed to make corrections to the driver.

lul

failed.

Laboratory chemicals and food additives...

2010-11-08T22:43:00.003+08:00

Did you ever think, back when you are doing some practical experiment, you are handling lets say for example 0.01 mol dm-3 of acetic acid, and some happens to drip on your finger. what would you do ? You immediately wash that off with a insanely high amount of water and then pray that your finger don't drop off or grow a mushroom right ? the thing is acetic acid is actually vinegar or in the IUPAC naming, it's called ethanoic acid. if you all actually paid attention in your form 5 chemistry class when you are learning acid base, you know that ethanoic acid is an organic acid and it's a weak acid. weak acid here means it dissociates partially to form the hydroxonium ion which basically gives acid it's properties.

the ironic thing is that when we are eating err "loh mee" some of us would pour insanely huge amount of vinegar (which is also known as ethanoic acid or acetic acid) into our "loh mee". and the best part is that they say that more is better and this enhances the flavour of the food. read closely........ the chemical that spilled on your hands before and the vinegar that you add into your noodles. why do we overreact when we spilled chemicals onto our finger but add the same chemical but in huge quantity into our food without giving a second thought ?

Some even are scared to death when they poured copper (II) sulphate on their hand or something. why ? because copper (II) sulphate is blue. blue is ALIEN !!! but they drink things like soft drinks which is like green or blue or red in colour. ok some of you might argue that the thing they add in the drinks are artificial colouring and copper (II) sulphate is a CHEMICAL !!!

Let me ask you this. what is a chemical substance ? basically a chemical substance is a material with specific chemical composition. WATER itself is a chemical substance. so you want to say chemical substance are bad for you ? it's that they have different name for chemicals which are used in foods. so why the big fuss ?

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Water is in the unique position of looking both like an acid H+ and a base OH-. Water is both weak acid and weak base at the same time. This accounts for the autoionization of water.

H2O + H2O <==> H3O+ + OH-

so ever see someone titrating water with water ? XD

Tennis as a co curricular activity...

2010-11-07T19:15:00.003+08:00

This semester in UPM, i've taken tennis as my co curricular activity. it's a must for every student to take at least 2 credit hours as a minimum requirement to graduate. Others take Bakti siswa which is compulsory for everyone to take, but i still opt for tennis. this means the next semester i would be taking bakti siswa.

This semester, i somehow get myself landed as a group leader of the tennis group. this means i also would become the "pengarah" program for the semester end tournament. all paperwork to get the tournament up and running would be done by the "pengarah" program.

So the tournament was held on the 30th october. my team manage to grab a little photos during the tournament. lets have a look at them =x

This photo makes me look like a professional. but seriously i suck at playing. =x

My team organising who is going to play against who. they are the ones that run the program smoothly.

the winner for the tennis tournament for the mens category. this is him posing under the sun =x

a little prize giving ceremony after the tournament. here is a random one from the bunch of photos. my facilitator is En. Ruhil. he is very good. he is a little relax. this means we all don't feel the pressure or anything. we just enjoy our time when we join tennis. it's lucky for me to get him as my tennis facilitator.

Here is a group photo after the tournament. there are some of them missing here because they went back early.

A candid shot of us.

what a memorable experience.

it's already november !!! =.=

2010-11-07T18:53:00.002+08:00

It's already november !!! it seems like last month only i've been enrolled into UPM. i could remember the orientation week as if it just happened last week. i missed the times of the orientation week where you have nothing much to do but just attend boring talks and stay up late. no exams to worry about, no personal problems because none has started yet and there's alot of new friends to make. although there are still many new friends to make , the thing is there are now problems. everyone started to show their true colours and we know their true intention. we need to get to know them a little longer to find out how are they.

now it's study week. meaning that we are all given a week off to study. "study" eh ? i feel that i worked harder in my SPM exam compared right now. almost every chinese boys on the 4th floor in K12 are playing Plant vs Zombie. Some of them went back to study like me. but what really happens is i also study, but at the same rate as what i did in college.

but never mind. i sleep harder at home and i eat harder too. i play harder and study harder. but i don't slack and do nothing at home. i don't know what's really happening.

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how to find money while studying in university ? can anyone tell me ? i just want to know your opinion. i suddenly feel that i need to get more money. I want to try and apply for JPA scholarship. i don't mind getting bonded to the government or something. i'm not like those who like decline the scholarship offer because of getting bonded to the government or getting sent to some remote but renowned university. those are like too rich and they can afford to do such thing.

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Somehow if you all read my blog post title, it's only related to a small portion of the blog post and the rest has nothing to do with it. weird eh ? it seems like i've lost some of the ability to write essays and to give it a good title. all this while, i write as if i'm talking to someone or to something. it's not really formal or book like but it's becoming a habit from the blogging i've been doing and there's no essay writing assignments YET in university.

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my neighbour loves cat. :D

war games

2010-11-02T19:29:00.002+08:00

life is like playing a real time strategy game. at first we start out with nothing and then we start gaining things bit by bit. as time goes by, we gain somewhat enough things and resources or experience and this means we can go to war. go to war here could be anything. you need to imagine here. when we go to war, we use strategy. when we attack an opponent up front, there is a chance we might succeed if the opponent focus too much on defending the flanks. we might fail when the opponent focus on defending upfront. so when this happens, we change strategy. we attack then from the flanks, where they are weaker and more susceptible to attack.

the ability for someone to change strategy midway of a battle is crucial to win a war. well, at least the war in the realms of computer gaming and not the one in real life. the ability for us to change our approach in life is also crucial for us to adapt and to survive. when one approach fail, switch to a better approach. when that fails too, use another better approach ! repeat the steps above until success.

Posting..

2010-11-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

As much as I want to defame someone online or something like that, I think that I better hold back myself. It’s not good defaming someone on the internet. It just shows how coward are you to face the problem at hand. It also shows that you are just brave at hitting someone behind the computer screen. You are just another keyboard warrior out there. So let just forget about the thing I want to post. Let’s just suck in the crap and get on with life. Life is not that good at times. There are ups and down in life. Just take this as another hurdle and learn things from these mistakes.

Social website huh?

2010-10-31T21:41:00.001+08:00

The internet was invented for the sole purpose of connecting every single computer out there together. connecting these computers together allows everyone to somewhat share information and files with everyone. Sharing is caring as most of us say. but how much sharing is considered caring before it goes over the limit ?

Social networking website allows us to keep in contact with each other even though we are living far apart or something like that. in this social website, we can post our own photos and relationship status and so on. But what if this kind of information falls into the wrong hands ? what if there are someone out there using this information to do harm to us ? some might ask what kind of harm can this kinds of information do ?

imagine posting information related to your job, posting that you just strike a lottery or something like that. imagine what others might do with that information. people might use those information to do harm to you. kidnap you for example and then asked ransom money from your parents.. just because that you posted a photo of yourself with something that only a wealthy person might own or just because you posted something on that social website about you winning the lottery.

Putting too much personal information on these kind of website too can attract identity theft. people learning your habits and interests based on the information you provided. photos you upload tells a thousand words about what you like to do, what you desire and what you hate doing. putting your address on the internet is also one bad thing to do. with this, people out there can find you in your home and do harm to you.

posing e-mail address on the internet allows hackers to use bots to harvest your e-mail address. they then use this kind of e-mail address to sell to spammers who in turn spam your e-mail address with ads. they get money for spamming your inbox.

With the increasing popularity of the social networking website, people are flocking to join this website to keep in touch with each other. hackers are also flocking to these website to gather e-mail addresses to hack and send spam e-mail. so it's time to get smart using the internet. post things carefully and think well about the consequences of posting such information.
The government is also constantly watching what we post. So don’t go and do something stupid and post things that bring hate to the government. They can track you.
REMEMBER !!!!

2 in 1 post

2010-10-29T08:48:00.003+08:00

Ever wonder the old saying that if you repeat a lie often enough and for a long period of time, true enough it'll become the truth ? well, just think about it. lets say i have brother staying in england. and i keep on bragging about it to my friends that i have someone close to me in england. soon enough they might just believe it assuming i have a brother.

So there's this thing i'm looking at. i'm not sure if it's the truth or a truth in making or something, but it seems that it fits the pattern but it has not received any clarification from anyone. There's no eye witness or any evidence whatsoever. all i read/heard/see is just a blur image of something.

Is that a truth in making by spreading lies often and for a long period of time ? i'm not sure but whatever is their agenda, it's nothing got to do with me.

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University. People say it's a place to gain knowledge and experience. it's a place which will open our eyes about the world. True enough, it did. Here, there are all kinds of people. There's the kind one, happy one, weird one, evil one, cunning one, helpful one, cool one, hipster one, and so on. They are from all over Malaysia and they are focused on one single place. All kinds of people focused in one area. UPM. So as a student, not only we gain experience from living a campus life but also learning to deal with these kind of people. Some doesn't need much skills or knowledge to deal with them. Some needs vigilance and intelligence to handle them. Some are somewhat cunning and avoiding these kind of people is the best way to handle this matter.

Here in university, we are prepared to face the cold hard world of the working environment where it's a dog eat dog world. Here itself in UPM is a dog eat dog world. but it's not that big yet, so i prefer to call it a puppy eat puppy world. What do you expect ? we are humans, and humans tend to be selfish no matter how noble they look or act. Somewhere deep down in their hearts, they are selfish and they only want the best for them self. They will not show it but the feeling is definitely there.

Satu perkara yang tidak patut dilakukan sama sekali... (Peringatan kepada Dav)

2010-10-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

Apabila seseorang berada di dalam dilema ataupun di bawah tekanan, kita tidak patut memberi tekanan yang berlebihan daripada pihak kita sendiri. Apabila kita memvberi tekanan kepada orang lain, kita tidak pasti sama ada pihak yang menerima tekanan boleh menerimanya dengan hati yang terbuka. Mungkin ini akan menyebabkan perkara menjadi lebih buruk. kita tidak tahu. maklumlah perasaan manusia sukar difahami dengan sepintas lalu ataupun dengan cepat.

apabila berada di bawah tekanan ataupun stress, kita cepat marah. sesetengah orang berasa marah tetapi tidak menunjukkan perasaan tersebut. ada pula yang menunjukkan perasaan tersebut. mereka yang pendam perasaan marah mereka adalah mereka yang lebih berbahaya. bayangkan selama ini, mereka memendamkan perasaan marah mereka dan mengumpul perasaan benci dan marah tersebut sampai ke suatu tahap di mana dia tidak dapat memendamkan perasaan tersebut. apabila dia naik angin, orang akan kata bahawa dia tidak rasional untuk bertindak sedemikian. tetapi siapa yang bersalah ? dia yang naik angin ataupun orang yang sengaja memberi tekanan kepada dia yang sudah berada "stress" ?

Apa yang orang inggeris akan kata

"don't stir a shit. you'll just make the smell more worse"

"do not fan a fire. it'll get out of control"

Ingatlah Dav.

Cara pemikiran yang berbeza

2010-10-23T10:50:00.003+08:00

Setiap orang mempunyai cara pemikiran yang amat berbeza. orang yang mempunyai latar belakang berasaskan sains akan berfikir dengan lebih logik kononnya manakala orang yang berlatar belakangkan sastera akan berfikiran lebih kreatif kononnya. Orang bandar biasanya akan berfikiran lebih terbuka manakala orang kampung lazimnya berfikiran tertutup. pada pendapat anda semua, patutkah pemikiran sedemikian perlu diubah jika anda perpindah ke tempat yang lain ? sebagai contoh, jika anda tinggal di kawasan luar bandar dan ingin berpindah ke kawasan bandar, perlukah anda berubah ?

Jika anda katakan tidak, maka biarlah saya memetik satu baris ayat dari buku TTIAS saya.

"Wujud sikap tertutup yang tidak mahu menerima perubahan pasti akan merencatkan daya kreativiti dan invovasi."

setelah membaca ayat di atas, adakah anda patut berubah mengikut keadaan semasa ? tetapi tidak boleh dilupakan later belakang anda ataupun budaya anda. jika anda lupa tentang budaya anda, maka terhakislah budaya dan gaya hidup anda.

apa yang saya ingin katakan ialah perubahan dari masa ke semasa adalah perlu tetapi budaya dan gaya hidup yang lalu tidak patut dilupakan.

jika 2 orang yang mempunyai cara pemikiran yang amat berbeza, maka ialah amat susah untuk mereka berdua untuk berkomunikasi dan bekerjasama. ia juga mungkin akan menyebabkan sebuah pihak berasa tidak puas hati dengan keputusan yang dibuat oleh pihak pertama.

anda juga perlu fikirkan, apakah yang pihak itu akan rasa jika anda membuat keputusan sedemikian. janganlah hanya memikirkan diri sendiri sahaja. bayangkan macam mana keadaan jika orang tersebut buat benda yang sama kepada anda ? adakah anda akan menyukai perbuatan dia ? saya tahu ada diantara kamu yang mengatakan

"saya boleh menerima keputusan dia... tak mengapa"

tetapi, keadaan itu belum dirasai oleh anda ataupun keadaan yang belum cukup hebat belum ditempuh oleh kamu. Fikirlah sejenak. bagaimanakah perasaan anda ?

dengan itulah, sila ubah cara pemikiran, kerana dunia ini bukan mengelilingi kamu seorang sahaja. ada orang lain yang wujud dalam dunia ini.

sekian.

Nilai saham

2010-10-19T21:03:00.002+08:00

Nilai saham. Apakah yang anda faham tentang perkataan "Nilai Saham"? Jika anda semua memandangnya pada lazimnya, nilai saham bermaksud harga jualan saham di pasaran sebagai contoh di Brusa Saham. Di sana, saham dijual beli pada harga berjuta juta ringgit. Saham yang dijual beli adalah saham milik syarikat yang dikhaskan olehnya dan diletakkan di brusa saham untuk proses jual beli. Bagaimanakah harga saham sesebuah syarikat boleh meningkat ? Kebiasaannya, syarikat besar yang mempunyai jaringan pasaran global dan juga rangkaian pelanggan yang banyak akan mempunyai harga saham yang agak tinggi.

Mengapakah harga saham syarikat tersebut boleh meningkat sampai nilainya amat tinggi? pertama sekali, syarikat tersebut haruslah mempunyai banyak kebolehan. Kebolehan yang dikatakan disini adalah kebolehan berniaga. Kebolehan berniaga pula bergantung kepada kebolehan berubah mengikut keadaan pasaran semasa. Dengan berubah mengikut pasaran semasa, syarikat tersebut boleh mengambil kesempatan tersebut untuk menerajui pasaran baru yang nilainya mungkin mencapai berbillion ringgit.

Bolehkah istilah harga saham ini boleh dikaitkan dengan manusia? adakah seseorang manusia itu mempunyai harga saham? ada yang kata ada. Ada pula yang kata tidak. Pada pendapat saya di sini, harga saham di sini bukanlah harga tubuh badan yang boleh dijual. Jika harga saham yang dimaksudkan ialah itu, maka perempuanlah yang mempunyai harga saham yang amat tinggi.

Jika anda kaitkan faktor mengapa harga saham sesebuah syarikat meningkat dengan harga saham seseorang meningkat, anda boleh lihat persamaannya. Persamaannya ialah kemahiran ataupun pengalaman yang dimiliki oleh seseorang itu adalah banyak. Sebagai contoh, pengetahuan untuk memasak lauk dengan sendiri dan mencuci baju menggunakan tangan. pengetahuan ini boleh menaikkan harga saham sesebuah individu, terutamanya golongan perempuan. Maklumlah lelaki pada masa kini mengharapkan isteri mereka untuk memasak untuk mereka setiap hari. Makan nasi bungkus setiap hari pun boleh menjadi bosan dan muak.

Lelaki pula, nilai saham mereka boleh ditingkatkan semata mata dengan mempunyai banyak wang ataupun mempunyai pekerjaan yang stabil yang menawarkan gaji yang lumayan. Gaji yang banyak di sini memberi jaminan kepada perempuan bahawa suaminya mampu memberi perlindungan dan makan yang cukup. Memiliki tubuh badan yang berotot dan bersusuk sasa pun boleh meningkatkan saham seseorang lelaki. maklumlah tiada seseorang perempuan mahu suami mereka yang bertubuh kecil walaupun mereka tidak mempunyai tubuh badan yang langsing.

Dengan memiliki nilai saham yang tinggi, anda secara tidak langsung mempunyai kuasa membuat tawaran yang lebih tinggi. Semakin tinggi harga saham anda, semakin kuat kuasa belian anda. Sebagai contoh, seseorang pengarah syarikat yang mempunyai perniagaan yang stabil dan syarikat tersebut tidak lagi ingin berkembang. ini bermaksud pengarah syarikat tersebut tidak akan lagi menerima risiko perniagaannya secara langsung. Pengarah tersebut mempunyai harga saham yang tinggi. Beliau boleh memilih pasangan hidupnya dengan mudah. Beliau bukan sahaja mudah untuk memilih pasangan beliau, tetapi beliau hanya perlu duduk di sana dan tunggu. Gadis gadis akan mencarinya.ya sepe

Setelah melihat contoh itu, kita boleh membuat kesimpulan awal bahawa semakin tinggi harga saham seseorang lelaki, semakin banyak manusia berketurunan hawa akan mencari anda. Ini juga boleh dikatakan sama dengan wanita. Lebih tinggi harga saham anda, lebih kuat daya tarikan anda terhadap manusia berketurunan adam.

Jika seseorang tersebut tidak mempunyai harga saham yang tinggi, maka tiada gunanya mencari pasangan. Lebih baik dia menumpukan perhatian untuk meningkatkan harga saham dirinya. anggapnya sebagai pelaburan.

Apa yang ditulis di blog ini tiada kaitan dengan yang hidup ataupun yang mati. Segala persamaan adalah kebetulan.

I woke up after an afternoon nap..

2010-10-15T17:56:00.002+08:00

You know sometimes people get easily irritated after they woke up from a nap. it doesn't have to be an afternoon nap or a morning nap or an evening nap. some are even easily irritated if they are woken up from any kind of sleep. Well, i'm feeling like that now. although no one woke me up, since my room mate went out to class or whatever it is, i just feel kind irritated. i'm not sure what is the use of this feeling. but it's here because of something. Chemicals imbalance in the brain perhaps ? i'm not sure.

When i woke up, the first feeling i felt is my left hand which is very cold. it seems that my hand was numb from the one sided sleeping i've been doing. Kind of a sucky feeling to start of your evening eh ? to get over this feeling, i just sit there and just do nothing. i need to get blood to start circulating smoothly there. when i'm just sitting there, i think back of allot of things. problem that i've faced since i've enter university.

So what happens here is i felt cheated and back stabbed. everything started off smoothly ended in a car wreak. everything started new and fresh, went up a hill, stayed there for a microsecond and then everything came down in just a nanosecond. i feel like a fool. actually, i don't even know what to feel. it all happen in a sudden. all i can do is just stand there and look on as i see myself roll down that hill and crash in the tree right at the bottom of the hill.

at this moment, i just felt that i'm a person who is easily played out by others. i'm like a puppet. people pushed and toiled with me at their will. Well, what can i do? i just sit back and try to gain enough experience to try not to get into the same situation the next time. i'm gaining experience and i'm learning from all the things that already happen to me.

i feel like shit when i think back to all of those sucky memories. how i wish that our brains are like computer. We can remove all of the unwanted things on it. we can remove all of the sucky memories and only leave the good ones behind. then life might be a little more cheerful. but come to think of it, if we remove all of the sucky memories, we then lose all experience gained by that sucky experience. so then you don't know what to do when you get into the same situation. haiz.

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People think i'm a little weird or i like have an alter ego because i sometimes open notepad and started writing about something random. I just feel like writing about something if i'm next to a computer. opening notepad and started typing about whatever i want to type. total freedom. No one can tell you what not to write and not a single person to tell you what you should write. and the best part that you can opt not to save the file after typing.

Pen and paper doesn't work very well with me when it comes to getting words down on paper. i find that typing out words are much easier than writing. if you are talking about writing equations and numbers in an expression, no doubt that pen and paper are the way to go but i'm talking about essays here.

Notepad is somewhat the most oldest and successful program in windows invented by microsoft. Notepad is in windows since the "ancestors" of windows. I even used notepad in Windows 3.11. notepad is idiot proof and user friendly. simple to use and have the most basic function if you just want to pen something down or just playing around with words and ideas.

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All of this thoughts came out after i woke up from an afternoon nap. seriously. i'm blogging this down while blasting my speakers with cantonese songs. i feel like what had happen to me in the past few weeks is somewhat shitty. this is my way of expressing my inner feelings. blogging about some of it, and the rest goes to a notepad writing which i don't save when i'm done with it.

it's dark out there... just the way i like it.

2010-10-10T18:54:00.003+08:00

Everyone has their own preferred study environment. Some like it bright, but cooling, some like it dark and slightly warm. mine is a blend of both of the above mentioned. i love studying in a dark room with only the table lamp illuminating my books. i study better in a small room dark room as compared to a big bright room. my hostel room is like this from the start. it's small, it's cooling, and it's dark. i love my hostel room soo much.

Ever wonder that why my study style is almost an equivalent to a person studying in prison ? i mean it's like a prison cell. dark, small and cooling. i don't know why but i find this just right. maybe the small room makes me feel secure? i'm not sure. i just have this feeling that i just don't know how to put it in the form of words. maybe i don't know how to describe it yet, but just wait. maybe i'll be able to do it one day.

I also somewhat prefer a study table to be moderately sized and filled with my books. just the way i placed it previously. it's better this way and if someone would just arranged my things properly, i'm sure i won't be too pleased about it. well, my roommate also don't care about that so YAY !!! :D

and i also enjoy living alone. it's like no one to boss you around telling you to do this and do that. it's like everything you do is based on your own free will. no one will bother what you do and what you must do. one thing good is you have total freedom of your daily routine but the bad thing is no one will remind you to study. so you have to balance your time between studying and playing and sleeping.

oh and one more thing. my side of the room is becoming like a bachelor's room. clothes on the bed, clean socks on the bed as well, lab coat on the wall, clean pants hanging from the wall, clean shirts hanging from the wall as well, and my sleeping shorts hanging from the bed. books on the table, beside my bed, and on the floor behind my chair which is also next to my book shelf.

If you switch your brain to "lame" mode, you might realise that my course is "Bachelor" of science - Petroleum Chemistry. "Bachelor" there describes my hostel style !!! hahahha get it ? Bachelor ? hahaha hope you do. because i never be lame for a long time already.

one thing about language and god

2010-10-07T16:44:00.003+08:00

When you say you have a religion, it means that you believe in some kind of deity which creates everything. i'm not sure if this definition of "god" is correct for all religion or not but let me think.

Lets just say "god" creates everything. Everything here means human, earth, other creatures and so forth. So let me ask you one thing. does god understand foreign language? i mean he did create language and he gave us the ability to talk and crap. So i wonder why, when praying, lets say for a chinese, must be done in chinese language? wonder why eh? when i asked, they just say try and speak chinese.

ok this is weird. god is mighty powerful and he only understands one language. then let me ask you again. then what if that person is mute ? he has never spoken a word in his life and how is he going to carry out his religious practice if he can't pray in words ? well use sign language ? then will god understand ?

So here comes in the weird part. some say god understand all kinds of language. well, because he's GOD !!! he creates everything and he should be able to understand everything that he creates. then there are some who say that "god" don't understand foreign language. so who is correct and who is wrong ?

tell me.

i'm lost over here

I am at war constantly...

2010-10-04T18:50:00.003+08:00

The moment we are born, as a human we are already at war. When we were born, we are drafted into this "war". The war i meant here is the war against everyone else. It may not seems like it but we are actually at war. To be more precise, we are in a cold war. Just like how the soviets and the americans went to cold war, they stock pile their nuclear arsenal. We on the other hand, stockpile on knowledge and experience.

Everyday when we were young, our parents send us to school. in school, we are actually in the front line of the cold war. WE are at war with our peers. We work hard, breaking sweat to gain as much knowledge and experience as possible. The only way to win this so called war is to excel the exam and get a better grade than your peers. You can actually see this ! during the exam week, my chinese friends in the 12 college are book camping in either the library or their rooms.

The chinese has this mindset. i'm not sure about other races but it seems that the chinese are like the most kia su and kia si peoples in malaysia. in other words, they are the ones who are very afraid to lose and are very afraid to die. They have this motto which i find it quite true:

"if there's no problem, don't go and find one"

This means if you can't take care of yourself, don't go and take care of others. we put ourself as our main priority as compared to our peers. of course our parents come first if it's either us or them. Then there's another motto which is also worth sharing:

"i help you and you help me. I scratch your back and you scratch mine"

This kind of habit is somewhat good in university life. it's like during presentation, i don't ask question until you can't answer and you don't ask me question till i don't know how to answer. I make life easy for you, and you make life easy for me. However there,s this group who likes to ask this kind of question which doesn't make sense at all. That i don't know what to say already.

"treat others how you would like to be treated" or karma will turn around and bite your brother off

Another useful and good motto to practice. Why sabotage others? when you do that, don't you think that others might do the same thing to you ?

So you need to know what to do and what not to do. It's a war out there and you needs tactics and skills to survive that war. You need more of that if you plan to win the war !

so "Be a man !. Do the right thing !"

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i've started jogging for a week already. it's time to be a guy who are active physically. no use being a guy if i'm not physically active. Waste of chromosomes.

My room mate hang dry his boxer while i watched on

2010-09-24T18:09:00.004+08:00

Don't you ever think that any bodily fluid that is expelled from our body is considered dirty by us ? think about it. when we are having flu, when we are sniffing in the mucus that was stuck in our nose, we swallow it. even if your not having flu, you still unconsciously swallow it. YES !!! all nose mucus that runs from your nose are funnelled to your throat. you have runny nose when your mucus production overwhelm the tube which funnels that mucus.

Faeces, urine, phlegm and blood are considered dirty when expelled from our body. We have a good reason why we treat such bodily fluid as dirty.

First and foremost, faeces are basically waste product and are expelled from our body because our body don't need them and can't further process them. This quickly becomes a breeding ground for bacteria to feed on which releases deadly toxins which are harmful to us.

Urine, is sterile at first but contains high amount of urea in it. drinking it would be stupid and not to mention that it too contain high amount of salt which our body expels because we have to much of it.

Blood is dangerous consider that disease can be spread just by coming in contact with blood. HIV, Hepatitis and so forth are transmitted by blood. so imagine those vampire out there if they event exist, sooner or later they will die of HIV or AIDS. so there's no need to worry or anything. by now they should be extinct.

phlegm and nose mucus are of the same thing. so there's no need to explain about that.

Today's blog post is somewhat weird... because i just missed studying biology and i don't have things to blog about for like the 3rd time since i've started blogging.

anyway, the blog post title is just pure random and bulshit. so don't mind it. anyway, it did happen

I feel very lucky

2010-09-18T02:09:00.003+08:00

Think about it. Don't you feel lucky to be there reading my blog ? no not because my blog is famous or something but what i'm trying to say is do you feel lucky to be born in this world ? Come to think of it, some might say yes ! some might say no. Some don't know what to answer. Well, i feel lucky to be here right now. to be born 19 years ago. to be brought to this world, breathing air on the 21 of december 1990.

Some might say your here because your parents made a mistake. The oops factor came in and your just "made". Some of you are here because your parents tried really hard and made you.

The point is, there's a 20% chance a girl might get pregnant if a guy decides to "wulalala" with her on that auspicious day. so 20% chance to make you, that makes you a lucky person. then there's the fact that your one of the millions of tiny sperms that your dad made you. then your one of the perfectly meiosis-ed sperm form without a defect or error in meiosis. then there's the thing where your a perfectly divided zygote who decides to divide properly instead of dividing half way and make you a Siamese twin.

So feeling lucky ?

I know what's going to happen

2010-09-17T15:45:00.002+08:00

It's like everything is not going according to plan. Everything is like not how it has been discussed before this. I'm starting to get worried. i'm starting to think about this and that. but at the end of the day, when i look at that photo, everything falls back into place. it's been like that. I know that this is going to happen. i'm just lucky.

Music brings back memories

2010-09-15T10:43:00.002+08:00

Shake it - Metro Station

It was in the morning. a dark morning. 6.15 in the morning to be precise. it was in the year 2008. the time i was in lower 6. this song was playing on Hitz.tv. this song somewhat got stuck in my head. and one of the faithful day, that thing happens. well, this song somewhat makes me recall those memories.

My point of view

2010-09-14T23:32:00.002+08:00

People say that being single is very good, they have freedom to do whatever things that they wanted to do all along. but then there's the other party that says that being in a relationship is good. you can do all the things you wanted to do with your partner together.

So what's my point of view on this thing ?

Well, to be honest, i seriously don't know because of a few reason.

1) i've never been in a relationship YET
2) i've only been hearing, looking at others enjoying their relationship
3) i've been enjoying getting pushed aside in this relationship thing.
4) i've only been single and know how it's like already.

You see, you can assume that both being single and being in a relationship is 2 different experience. both have their pros and cons. when we are experiencing either one, we tend to say that the one we are experiencing is nice. the other one is not nice.

Well, i think that this is a meaningless thing to argue. and i seriously don't know what to think about this matter. i've been thinking deeply, thinking about alot of things. 01010131101100001011011100010000001001100011101010110020010110111000100000011011100110010101311011001100101011100100010000001100001011101000121101000110010101101110011001000010003000111010001101000011001010010000001101101011000021011011010110000101101011001000000131100110110010101110011011100110110100101101111011021110 I'm glad that "that" happen. seriously, 01110011013101000011001010010000001100100011200101011011000110010101110100011001010110010000100030001101101011001010010000001100110201110010011011110110110100100000011001100110000101310001101100101011000100110111101101211101101011 and that was shocking at first. but as time passed by, things gets better. i'm starting to feel that i'm such a jerk. but oh well, on the other hand, it's time to move on. no more grieving.

well, at least it's a different situation right now.

Something to think about

2010-09-13T00:00:00.003+08:00

Notice that sometimes that you drive by the highway or any other federal roads and there's this sign that reads "Zon perangkap laju di hadapan". Well, translated to english, it reads speed trap zone ahead.

Now compare to other scenarios. Lets say the lion wants to hunt a human. the lion goes ahead and erect a signboard that reads "zon memburu manusia di hadapan". AHHAHAHAAA !!! or in another point of view. the robber goes into the goldsmith shop and tells that store keeper that he's about to be robbed the following week at 11.00 am.

Think about it. the speed limit on the road from Lumut to Kuala Selangor is 80km/h and the cars there drive about 110km/h. even myself also drive around that speed. If the government were to issue summons to everyone who violates the traffic, the government would be filthy rich already. i mean practically 98% of the road users there exceed the speed limit

Putting catchy speed trap sign by the road side is a little weird though. maybe they should consider changing the speed limit to something more practical ?

Think about it. The catchy road sign and the speed limit on federal roads

Things don't always go according to plan.

2010-09-06T14:27:00.002+08:00

I'm not sure why but things don't always go according to plan for me. just when you thought that things are finally going to turn out right, everything takes the turn for the worse. It's always in THAT matter. other matter is not much, it's just THAT matter. Some say that you show off to much, you might jinx your future or something like that. That's the reason why Chinese don't like to say something bad happening. Just when they say something bad, they would normally accompanied it with a "choy" which somewhat means that "hope it doesn't happen".

If your talking about that first time, well, that thing didn't go right from the beginning till the end. and look what happen now. total lost. not even a drop left. Well, if that what you want, so be it. And now look at the next one. i think it's because of other's mouth, "itchy mouth" to be exact, things are turning the other way. i'm not sure how far it's already turned, but seriously why does this happen to me ?

Now i'm just like sitting at home doing assignment and some occasional DotA. Other than that i'll be like sitting there thinking about it. What people say "an idle mind is the devil's workshop". When i sit down and think, i always think what would happen to others. how i wish that others would experience exactly what happens to me. The more i think about it, the more i wonder. What if so and so and so happens.

Seriously...

Oh never mind. i'll try to change myself further for the good. let time do the talking and others do the damaging.

Peace

Another update...

2010-08-28T13:34:00.003+08:00

Today was like the best driving experience i ever had. Today when driving my dad's car back to klang, my dad never even once commented on my driving. i'm not sure why. there's 2 possibilities, one is that i already meet his standard or he just don't want to ruin the mood. anyway, it's really nice today.

The internet at home is fast and smooth. but at times it can't connect at all. well, got to live with it. it doesn't matter right now. better than nothing am i right ? Well, time to download videos again !! :D

i can feel that my parents are somewhat proud that i made it into UPM. with pride they will tell others that DAVIN is in UPM. my dad's friends who sends his kids to other private uni says that local universities are of a lower grade compare to private colleges. then my dad mention my 4 years course fees to them and they were like

WHOA !!!!! 20K for 4 years ? OMGOMGOMGOMGOMOGMGOMOGMGOMOGMOGMGOMGGGGGG

lul... if only my dad knows how to use his phone and record their facial expression.

washing machine dilemma and others

2010-08-25T20:39:00.003+08:00

The washing machine hostel is not doing it's job very well. i'm not sure why but i think it's because other previous students misused the damn washing machine. When i washed my clothes there for the first time in UPM, my clothes turned out fine. but when i hung it dry, i found that the shirt produces white stain. and that stain reeks of the smell of sweat. i think that my hand washing method is much more cleaner and much more efficient. although it takes a longer time, but at least i can know that my clothes are clean.

So what happened is i ended up washing the whole batch just now. 2 rounds of hand washing in fact. but at least now my shirt is clean for sure. Well, i tried telling my aunt that the washing machine there is already somewhat kaput, but as you all know, we all have this believe that machine work would be much better than hand work and the soap used will definitely clean everything that is on the shirt. well, learned it the hard way and costing me 2.50 ringgit. i just can't understand how my floor mate wash his clothes in that damn thing. i just don't understand how he can wear those clothes that had been washed by that machine.

Well, different people have different tolerance to dirtiness.
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It's already week 7 in UPM and i haven't done anything that i've planned so far. well, i'm waiting for the right moment to do that. i'm wondering that you all want to know what i'm planning. well, if i do it, i'll post a picture here. then you'll get the picture.

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I love my speakers which i asked my friend to get it from PC fair. a 40 ringgit speaker with a mini subwoofer, it's really loud. it's quite clear and it's really cool but small. i'm blasting my speakers out when my room mate is not in. whoa !!!

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Anyway, i seriously think that i should put in more effort. i just can't continue to lose out to everyone and be in the middle of the pack. why don't i try to go to the front of the pack for once ? seriously, when my friend here say that my result seems to be stucked in the middle of the pack, i seriously think that i need to put some extra effort.

Dav, you have to do harder, faster, better, stronger. quit slacking with your computer or something.

Thursday comments

2010-08-19T23:43:00.001+08:00

Every Thursday is a busy day for me. Today is the day where i have 9 class worth of lecture, lab work and tutorial class. For the Puasa month, i don't get to ride the bus after my calculus class because the bus service was stopped for those bus driver to break their fast. So for a hectic day, all i need is a cup of coffee. A cup of black coffee to be precise. The aroma, the taste, the kick. The combination of those 3 things is already enough to get my day started.

Lucky thing my room mate doesn't wake up from the smell of the black coffee alone. he's not a really big fan for coffee. but still, the smell is nice. I'm wondering how is everyone doing back in klang. My parents, my friends, my teachers, my students. =x

UPM granted us a 2 weeks holiday for the Raya week. so i'm planning to go back to school and see how's everything there. i'm also planning to go back to school to meet Pn. Rabiah and see how she prove the limit for me. i just don't understand how Dr. Lee lai soon do it. Then maybe some Nasi Ayam Wahab or something ? it's been ages since i ate at his stall. His nasi ayam never fails to impress me.

Thinking of nasi ayam, i'm hungry right now. There's a bread next to me and i'll prey on it later. Well, that's all from me right here in UPM. reports, assignments, presentation, friends and my beloved bed surrounds me.

Trying my best to keep this blog alive

Regrets.

2010-08-09T07:36:00.002+08:00

I think i've should have taken physics in for 6. Now look at me, i'm suffering to answer the most basic question involving forces and motion. My friends can answer them like stealing candy from a baby. Now i wonder why i didn't take Wei Loong's advice when he asked me why not form 6 physics stream ?

Well, time to study for the exams. it's already week 5 and everything is coming like NOW !!! :(

but one thing, if i never go to form 6 biology stream, i won't be what i am in UPM now. Life's great over here and i wish that it can last forever. There's good and bad here in the choice i've made 2 years ago.

Progress

2010-08-03T12:55:00.002+08:00

So far in UPM, reports are piling up although it's only one a week or either it's 2 a week. Tutorial piling up since calculus tutorial is like 40 question in a go, Chemistry tutorial is like need to refer to books here and there, and physics tutorial is hell cause of numbers and weird formulas. Well, so far still good. still have time to go facebook and update my blog. I also have time to go out makan makan with friends here. But one thing is for sure, i have a feeling that this will not last very long. But i hope it does. What's uni life without friends and fun ? oh and not forgetting lab report.

I've not been trying hard enough to learn mandarin. but at least there's improvement here and there. well, you can say Dav is 1% less banana than before. Well, that's a progress. Hope by the end of my 4 years in UPM, my mandarin will be understandable by everyone else. Don't know how to write is not a problem. The problem now is i don't know how to speak.

Oh and i love my hostel room. Cozy. :D

So far this is what i want to say.

2010-07-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

We are to present a performance. Our group’s theme is Michael Jackson. So being one of the 2 guy in the group, it’s up to the guys to become Michael Jackson. So we are deciding either it’s Beat it, Billy Jean, or man in the mirror. We are not sure about this though. But surely, the result has to be made ASAP. Because the course night is on the 29 of August. There’s approximately 29+ days left. So, like that lah.

I’m starting to wonder, how’s my other friend doing ? Are they doing ? how are my friends doing ? How are they holding up all over Malaysia in different IPTA. Well, i somewhat lost contact with a friend. I’m not sure that’s my friend or not but that fella is surely my friend. I’m not sure weather that fella actually consider me as that fella’s friend. Lost total contact. No news at all. Well, wish that fella’s doing well there. Sains Statistik is something not to be played with. My calculus is already as hard as hell to understand, so what about statistical science ?

Never mind. If that’s how its supposed to turn out, let it be.

First of all, i want to tell everyone out there that uni life is nothing better than form 6. Actually it’s worse than form 6. There’s more homework and there’s more assignment and there’s more group work and presentation. The only thing great about uni life is there’s lots of freedom and you get to do what you want when you want and the way you want it to be done. But with the tight schedule, so it’s just the same.

Imagine writing a lab report for a titration experiment which is 6 pages thick excluding the cover page. Get the idea of what we are suppose to do ? what are we suppose to crap ? never mind that. Imagine getting on the bus in the morning and the bus is full. We serumpun kolej resident are suppose to cramp on busses. But the problem is some fool don’t want to cramp. They prefer to be comfortable. So there’s a chance of people missing the bus because the bus is simply full. But the truth is there’s alot of space at the back of the bus to stand.

Oh and walking through a girls block is an experience i've yet to experience.. =x

Am I a Malay or a Chinese ?

2010-07-21T21:03:00.003+08:00

People asked me...

"Ko nih Melayu ke Cina?"

This question has been asked by many. And most of them expect me to be a Sabahan or a Sarawakian because i look like a chinese but i'm able to speak Bahasa Malaysia with a Malay slang. But what about chinese ? Can I speak Chinese ? This crucial question has been bugging me since the first day Alwin called me a banana. Well, that started when i was in form 3. Now in UPM, i think that i'm the only Chinese who can't speak Chinese. I'm the inferior type. A black sheep cast aside. Everywhere I go, everyone speak to me in Chinese. I feel very left out from the rest.

One thing i wanted to stress out. Chinese are very weird. If you pronounce a Chinese word wrongly, they will spend 5 minutes making fun of you, another 5 minutes talking to others how you suck so badly when you speak Chinese, and they spend yet another 5 minutes they will think how your parents brought you up in a "Sterile Chinese Language" world. Then only they will consider what you say and correct them. They have this bad habit. They love to make fun of others. But when it comes to speaking english, i can bet 50% of them can't speak proper English.

Did I laugh at you when you tell me

"I go to toilet to put water?"

Seriously, i don't laugh at you so why you laugh at me? I can bet 100% that if i repeat the same exact step above to you, i bet that you'll just drop all your sheer willpower to learn English. Furthermore, UPM is emphasising on speaking English. I wonder if i keep making fun of your english, how long will you need to retake the english subject ? Think about it.

People like to make fun of others. Especially boys when there's girls around. It makes them feel proud. It makes them feel better than me. But the truth is, i don't care. You can do whatever you want. At the end of the day, mark my words. We'll see who will turn out to be a better person.

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Something new and also a quote.

2010-07-19T00:21:00.003+08:00

I joined the debate team for K12. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but lets see about that.

"kalau tak tahu, jangan belagak pandai"

memalukan diri sahaja.

So far still holding on.

2010-07-14T12:02:00.000+08:00

Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia. Sounds like history to me, sounds like more nonsense to me, and also sounds like more work for me. TITAS is what they call it for short. And in my opinion, it’s the most cumbersome subject to study. Some say it easy, some say it hard. To me, anything history base is certainly boring and hard. Well, it’s what university student call “kursus university” which means that we have to take it whether we like it or we hate it. First lecture class in that subject and the lecturer came in and gave us an assignment. The assignment is to be presented in front of the class next week and to be compiled and handed in 2 weeks after presenting. The latest is “minggu ke-8” of the semester which is like 6 weeks from now.

So much for my University life eh? My room looked small at first but after staying here for 2 weeks, I find it very nice and comfortable. Actually it’s quite big though, can even hang our clothes in the room. Or even place a coffee table in the room. But If you were to compare to K17 which is like equivalent to a Cameroon Highland resort, yeah, my hostel is the most suckiest thing that you will encounter in the boys hostel.

The girl’s hostel is rumored to be worse than ever. The same room size but fitting 4 girls in a room is certainly mad. Imagining how the hell they are going to squeeze the furniture in is a big challenge but somehow they manage to do it. Well, maklumlah girls like to squeeze together and have comfortable nights.

The hotspot here is good. But there’s only one thing. I can connect to the network but there’s no internet access. How weird eh? Well, there’s always the faculty to go online. They say the faculty wifi is free to be used.

Oh and I bought myself a lab coat. It looks weird on me though but I think I got my lab coat faster than those who are studying medicine in the “fakulti perubatan dan sains kesihatan” and all those K17 students.

When you enter UPM, the first thing that you will find is the iconic guard house which they took a picture and made it in the banner for the “minggu perkasa putra”. The second thing is that you find is the main hall is superb. The third thing is the intercollege cheer. Oh and not forgetting that you’ll hate K10 and also K11. If you are staying in K12, K14, K15, K16, you’ll somehow work together to fight K10 and K11 in the intercollege cheer. The main hall is the main battleground for this iconic event.

Like what I wanted to say “ biar hilang suara, tapi jangan hilang air muka”

60% of 1st semester student can’t speak proper English. 99.98% of the Chinese here knows how to speak mandarin fluently. I think you can guess it that the remaining 0.02% is me alone. COME ON !!!! oh and 0.02% of the Chinese here can speak BM with slang and fluency. Well, you guess it, it’s me !! :D

The science Faculty is the weirdest place to be. 98% of the lecturer there are doctors or professors. The remaining one are waiting for their doctorate post to come in effect. So imagine you call someone “pak cik” or “mak cik” there. Your dead meat. And if that fella is happen to be your lecturer, then your even more dead.

That’s all for now. It’s already late and I have to sleep. My class is starting at 10.00 on Wednesday. I might post this blog post on Thursday because I don’t have internet access constantly.

K12!! “Whoo-Haaa” !!!
Peace

1 Week notice

2010-07-04T02:20:00.001+08:00

Will enter UPM tomorrow and will not bring my laptop in on the first week. Goodbye internet. i'll miss you

Promotional Video - Leetivision

2010-07-01T13:14:00.000+08:00

Leetivision Episode 1 - Apprehension

2010-06-29T16:04:00.001+08:00

It's released 2 days ago !! watch it and comment there everyone !!

Project Submitted

2010-06-26T19:37:00.002+08:00

Editing videos for LTV has been done at my side. Now it's passed on to the director to do the final touch up. Well, good to say that the video turned out to be widescreen despite the misplay by VLC media player. Everything is done !

Moving on to Ep 2. =x

The Chase Is On !

Diary writing

2010-06-23T21:32:00.002+08:00

I've started writing a diary. Started like around 5 days ago already. I just getting started and i've already forget to write a day. Well, as i write, i'll get a habit to keep on writing. hope this will somewhat improve something somewhere. =x

Oh and one more thing, my diary is not on a book. it's in my computer.. =x