About new year resolutions

i've made a few new year resolutions at the end of the year 2010 that i'll accomplish in the year 2011.

first, i promised myself that i'll get better from the skin problem that i've been facing. well, that's almost complete and i'm proud of it. just that it's tedious to maintain the condition which i'm in right now. very stupid, very tiring, and needs a lot of commitment.

second, i promised myself to at least pack on a little muscle. well, the only thing i've been packing is fat around my waist and a little muscle on both of my arms. well, that's because i've been pumping iron when i'm free. but the study week is not helping me in putting on muscle. i practically wake up, study, eat, sleep and play games. not productive at all.

third, i promised myself to gain weight by packing muscle. but the thing is i'm still stuck at 71 kg since the mid of 2011. so yeah, that's a failure. but wait, i pack on a little muscle and also a little fat around my waist. but where's the weight gain ? that's odd..

fourth, i promised myself that i'll be a little more patient in doing things. ok that's a failure. don't ask me why because it's hard to be patience with a lot of things happening around you. it's like asking you to drive behind someone who has lost his way. very slow and also very misleading

fifth, i promised myself to play less games. but the thing is i've been playing more games during the final weeks of my semesters. so yeah, that's a failure.

so what about the new year resolution for the year 2012 ? well, i'm not planning to have any. because i don't see why i should have them when i can't even keep my promise to them. so i might as well start a weekly resolution since every week of my next sem is practically the same. it's lab report every week and also some occasional assignments. so yeah, this year, the year of 2012, i'll start a weekly resolution instead of a yearly resolution.

that's better.